Sunday, October 12, 2025

think of it, this way

The god

I faith

Is

Vulnerable


Needs 

To be

Saved

And loved


Like

Homeless

Mendicant 

A worthiness

8 bells

 I don’t expect to

Remember my final breath —

Will you? No . . . one, will

don’t ask why

 I don’t

Have to 

do this —

Still,

I do

gobbling up history together

 It’s Canadian

Thanksgiving weekend —Chris and

First Nation sit, eat

3:23

Even la-de-dah 

Does it, everyone knew her

Annie Hall film riff

Saturday, October 11, 2025

ma la -- me lo dy

I carry beads all day

I hope they know their prayer

I hope their breath finds
 
what is true, of use

singing its own song

ama nesciri award

I’m thinking of founding a new medal I would certainly award to Mr. Trump. 


It would be called the “Love To Be Unknown” prize.

 

Once you win it you must withdraw from any public elected office or socially prominent celebrity notoriety and enter a life of reflection, study, and unheralded good done without recognition or self-promotion. 


I call on the selection committee to unanimously honor Mr. Donald Trump with such recognition so that he might fade into obscurity as befits his prestigious underlying character and unrealized desire to become so gloriously unrecognized.

october music

 Celtic Colours Cape

Breton — the joy of music

Without leaving home

Friday, October 10, 2025

that which will hold us together

I did not win the Nobel Peace Prize in 2025. Nor should I have.

But I did win my grammar school Religion Medal as 8th grade graduate in 1957. It was a shock and a happy reception. 

68 years later I’m still interested in the study of religion and philosophy. Watched Rupert Sheldrake’s lecture on Panentheism at St James Church, London. Clear, helpful, engaging.

The exploration into what is true and what is real, what is here with us and what is not yet revealed -- these are interesting investigations.

And why are they relevant?

Because illusion and untruth, fabrication and falsification, arrogant ignorance and ignorant assumption of power are the things that cause suffering, evil, and cruelty to flourish.

We’ve got to see clearly.

We’ve got to feel what many are experiencing in the world.

And we have to point out those who prosper from the suffering of others.

Religion isn’t just piety and spiritual bliss. Religion is also justice and fairness and standing for that is wholesome and noble, beneficial and compassionate in this world.

Paedophilia, whether that by clergy or the rich and powerful in our culture, is not religion, nor is it political privilege. It is wrong. Debilitating. Illegal. Unkind. Reprehensible. 

To study religion is to explore what is true and healthy relationally between all beings. It is looking through metaphors, concepts, and insights of every stripe to unearth what is best for creation and creatures no matter their circumstances, ethnicity, species, diversity of cultures or physical/psychical abilities.

I'm not sure whether we have become a religious people, or will ever accomplish that way of being. True, we have religions. But authentic religious people?

I’m unsure we know how a religious person -- an informed and enlightened religious person -- would inhabit this existence when they appear.

But it’s worth the effort to explore, study, and meditate the eventuality.

if you have to say it you don’t see it

 When the zen monk cried

He was asked why he cried; he

Looked around, no words

oh, ce n'est pas vrai

 Some think Jesus and

Trump are the same person, not

True. Trump is not true

Thursday, October 09, 2025

how the comical show goes off the air

 Tish James and James Comey

Are sharks that Donald Trump is

Trying to jump — oof —

augusta street

 Ensō vet visit —

Morning rose survives the cold,

Wind shakes high branches


5:28am, stutter step

 Bright moon, before dawn

Open window, cool air, breathes —

I am, here, for you



Wednesday, October 08, 2025

nah, non, mu — maybe tomorrow yeah, sic, hai

A bit under the (proverbial) weather.

What does it mean to be “itself” or “oneself”?

Aseity comes to mind.

Aseity is the quality of being self-derived or self-originated, most notably referring to God's absolute self-sufficiency and independence from all other beings for His existence. Etymologically from Latin "a se" (from oneself), aseity means God is the source of His own being and doesn't depend on any external cause or factor for His existence. This divine attribute highlights God's absolute autonomy and makes Him distinct from all creation, which is dependent on God for its existence. AI Overview

When I get tired of God I get tired of myself. And vice versa. Probably more of the versa — I get tired of me. 

Does God “stand out” (i.e. ex-sist) from “His own being”?

I don’t see it. Not when I’m tired, does “He”.

We exist, we say. We’re not self-sufficient and independent, so it seems.

And when tired, it doesn’t matter to me.

Nah-seity today suggests non-deity tomorrow. But I don’t have the energy for that today. 

I’ll just disappear into primordial unconsciousness.

finding my zucchetto

 Teacher said: We come

With nothing, we go with no-

Thing; learn to let go

as if now has no say in the matter

 Breeze through window

With no reason to live

I say goodnight — for now

Tuesday, October 07, 2025

what’s the opposite of inspiration

 US Attorney General has binder with caustic accusations against democrat members of judiciary committee and sarcastically responds to questions with her vitriol.

This is trump and maga idea of discourse — insult, deny, bully, threaten.

I hope no young students see or hear this perversion of civility, honesty, governance and civics.

They will think that ugliness and deception, mendacity and meanness are valued over truth and respect, dignity and genuine colloquy.

Ms. Bondi does not inspire.

Maybe it’s her desperation.

sin-perspectiva antagonismo principio

When I was sane

Nothing made sense


Now that I am insane

Everything makes sense


Must be the Dis-perspectival

Antagonism Principle

reading, what I have, written

 This scatter of retrieval came up when I asked meetingbrook’s Today at Meetingbrook Search for “me, a small poem.”

https://meetingbrook.blogspot.com/search?q=Don%E2%80%99t+write++Me++A+small+poem

àœ„་àœ£ — 我 — 宇宙 — àœ‘ུàœŠ

            (me, me, cosmos, time)

            (Tibetan, Chinese, Chinese, Tibetan)


These few breaths

All of time and cosmos

Pass through this body

This instant, this useful

personal pronoun, 

me

Monday, October 06, 2025

por supuesto que era yo, o yo él.

 It could have been me.

As far as I know, it wasn’t.

But it possibly was.

My respects! Looking back. Seeing oneself.

HONORED ON PANEL 11E, LINE 87 OF THE WALL

WILLIAM FRANCIS HALPIN 

WALL NAME 

WILLIAM F HALPIN

PANEL / LINE

11E/87

DATE OF BIRTH 

02/25/1947 

CASUALTY PROVINCE 

QUANG TIN 

DATE OF CASUALTY 

10/18/1966 

HOME OF RECORD 

CHICAGO 

COUNTY OF RECORD 

Cook County 

STATE 

IL 

BRANCH OF SERVICE 

MARINE CORPS 

RANK 

CPL

allein mit anderen

 I would be

A Carthusian

In next life

(Please, don’t

Tell anyone)

Good,

That’s that

full moon, feast of bruno

 


apenas allí en absoluto

Don’t write

Me

A small poem

¡qué luna!

Moon seems full

How nice of leaves

To let fall through

Sunday, October 05, 2025

bah

 Hear from friend

He and Huang Po

Have been grousing

About “words, 

words, bah!”

They are right

parfois la fatigue n'est que de la fatigue

 Just because tiredness

Holds on to legs like

Three year old child

At play, doesnt mean

That you are finished.

Just take a nap,

As I am, as I do

un mot

This word popped up. 

Philomath 

[FI-lə-math]

Part of speech: noun

Origin: Ancient Greek, early 17th century

1.

A lover of learning; a student or scholar.

2.

An astrologer or predictor.

And who doesn’t like a new friend? 

il n'y a rien d'autre

 As it is, 

What else


Is there


Nothing

Else

as we sleep

 Night

Removes

Nothing

To a place

Within

Itself

over nothing flowing

Sitting by dry brook

Doing nothing

Over there

Dog lies on bridge

Saturday, October 04, 2025

este, poema de la muerte

This will 

be my 

death poem


I look 

around --

Owl hoots


even as

I live

and breathe


There is

only 

this

without/within god

 A phrase in Chesterton’s book on Francis ... “a saint without God” — interests.

Makes me think of Christ as the center of creation, center of humanity, that which resides innermost.

Thus, a christian is someone dwelling toward that centric existence, that way of being intent on dwelling innermost with and within all being, all beings.

Perhaps “a saint without God” is one whose life is lost within God.

give the legend a break, see directly

poverty of ego

stripping away

standing naked



a spirituality

of empty identification

with the dispossesed --



no, not today, the day

of Francis -- emptiness

dropping out of ceremony



Standing in the middle 

of God, no liturgical

protocol, no procession



Francis took poverty by 

hand, sat down with, looked

into eyes, smiled, and wept

Friday, October 03, 2025

having faith in something never seen before

 So many

Leave


Finding

Ground


This

Transitus


Brother

Father Francis 


Thank you

For leaving

but you make me forget so very much

 This

Is not poetry


This

Is the cry


Of

Devout despair


Of

Reverent disdain


Of

Yesterday’s joy


Bruised

Bloodied, clawing back


Amnesiac

Tell me the forgotten

dormiérunt somnum suum

 I have atoned for my sins

I have prayed to the angels, 


Dómine, lábia mea apéries.


O Lord, open thou my lips.




Et os meum annuntiábit laudem tuam. 


And my mouth shall declare thy praise.




I have grown weary of the insanity


tired of the foolish lies and liars




my prayer is exhalation, 


Laudes - Campanae, bells sound




I yawn, the morning cool inhales


passing psalmody, gentle guitar




(Ps. 66) Deus, misereátur nostri, et benedícat nobis:


May God have mercy on us, and bless us:




illúminet vultum suum super nos, et misereátur nostri.


may he cause the light of his countenance to shine upon us, 




and may he have mercy on us. The question arises:


Where is this countenance? Is it looking out,




or is it looking at? Where is God, exactly?


I no longer have any idea of God’s presence --




no notion of church topography or clerical navigation --


only some quantum gibberish about Schrödinger’s Cat




both dead and alive at same time, or double slit stuff


sometimes a particle, sometimes a wave, then 




Higgs bosun, the God particle (as they say) dropping


through the crash in accelerator into ... what?




Where does “God” fall out of and fall into? Cern,


sitting astride the Franco-Swiss border near Geneva,




is as good a place for God as is the Vatican or Mecca,


better than Washington DC, not as good as a tomb in




Assisi where the bones of Il Poverello and Lady Clare


consider their poverty alongside riches of their church.




I tell the captain of the Respite Sail Boat that it is, yes,


a depressing time, it is not her, except she is in this time,




our country’s father is insane and surrounded by ridiculous


men and women too frightened of his lies to remember truth --




where anything could happen, citizens fired upon, and fired,


people kidnapped and disappeared, universities cowed,




churches gone mute, those without money ... absurdly 


labeled communists and fascists by real fascists and oligarchs --




we are left to our own devices, doomscrolling and video gaming


while nuns and monks turn to psalms for sanity, for us all --


4. Illúminans tu mirabíliter a móntibus Êtérnis:

4. You illuminate wondrously from the mountains of eternity.


turbáti sunt omnes insipiéntes corde.

All the foolish of heart have been disturbed.


5. Dormiérunt somnum suum:

5. They have slept their sleep,


et nihil invenérunt omnes viri divitiárum in mánibus suis.

and all the men of riches have found nothing in their hands.                                                        (ps.75)

 

Beware of the nothing in their hands. They know not what they hold.

God is like that: everything for some; devastation for others.


I have here a quiet room. Outside, there is sun on October branches.

I suspect God is wandering by -- Some leaves on branches nod and sway

Thursday, October 02, 2025

can you hear the determination

 Many leave home

If their father

Or husband beats them


There are many bags

Pulled out of closet

Some have guns or bats


The abuse will not continue

Sorrow accompanies packing

To leave, to end, the cruelty

old enough to face the dawn

What do you mean “angels, 

guardian angels?”

They are celebrated today. 

These invisible so-called beings

Here to help, protect, guide?

Who are they? How happen?


I love the idea. Can’t penetrate it.

Maybe it’s the free will thing — it’s

Our choice to be good or bad, 

everyone waits for our choice

To shoot someone in the head

Or pull someone from collapsed rubble —


No angel diverts bullet, or diffuses

Bomb — and we suffer the suffering,

The ones molested, stabbed, blown up

Duped, scammed, fed lies and cancer —

Listen — I like the idea of angels, maybe

They need an organizer, a rally, a protest

Wednesday, October 01, 2025

night prayer

 If it be your will

https://youtu.be/q78kp_HmvKw?si=4H8K6PPiMCWWXWI1

yom

 I atone

For my failings

Resolving


Return to

Pure gift

At center

vorsicht, προσοχή, méfiez-vous, tener cuidado

 A song for the dying of light, and those who swing obscurantism over all.

https://youtu.be/FrsGTItbss4

Beware Of Darkness

      By George Harrison


Watch out now 

Take care, beware of falling swingers 

Dropping all around you 

The pain that often mingles 

In your fingertips 

Beware of darkness


Watch out now 

Take care, beware the thoughts that linger 

Winding up inside your head 

The hopelessness around you 

In the dead of night 

Beware of sadness


It can hit you 

It can hurt you 

Make you sore and what is more 

That is not what you are here for


Watch out now 

Take care, beware of soft shoe shufflers 

Dancing down the sidewalks 

As each unconscious sufferer 

Wanders aimlessly 

Beware of Maya


Watch out now 

Take care, beware of greedy leaders 

They'll take you where you should not go 

While weeping Atlas Cedars 

They just want to grow, grow and grow 

Beware of darkness (beware of darkness)


Written by: George Harrison

Album: The Concert For Bangladesh

Released: 1971

Lyrics provided by MusixmatchWas 

Yes.

Beware.