Fill kibble bowl for cats.
Bump thermostat in winter zendo.
Rekindle fire in Wohnkuche woodstove.
Even the Buddha himself, with his great store of accumulated virtue, could not avoid death. When he reached old age, he relinquished his body and let go of its heavy burden. Now you too must learn to be satisfied with the many years you have already depended on your body. You should feel that it's enough.
You can compare it to household utensils that you've had for a long time—your cups, saucers, plates, and so on. When you first
had them they were clean and shining, but now after using them for so long, they're starting to wear out. Some are already broken, some have disappeared, and those left are deteriorating: they have no stable form, and it's their nature to be like that. Your body is the same way. It has been continually changing right from the day you were born, through childhood and youth, until now it has reached old age. You must accept that. The Buddha said that all conditions ( ), whether they are internal conditions, bodily conditions, or external conditions, are not-self—their nature is to change. Contemplate this truth until you see it clearly.
(--from, Our Real Home, by Ajahn Chah Subatto, Tricycle, Fall 1997)my not-wanting