Today At Meetingbrook

Saturday, June 15, 2013

meetingbrook zen, to see what is in the middle: mono / mesa


meetingbrook (zen) hermitage


monastics of no other 
meeting experience simple awareness 

stillness imagines: contemplation 
silence interiorizes: conversation 
seeing initiates: correspondence 

mono / mesa: si, si, si.

(A journey taking each turn!)



Friday, June 14, 2013

mesa


The new expression of contemplative christianity and meditative buddhism and mere attention with nature is rounded into a circle of seeing: christ-mind, buddha-nature, gaia-life.

It is america's zen.

The table, mesa; the middle, mesa; the inside, mesa.

We are invited to see what is in the middle.

It is now, always has been, will always be -- unknown, unknowable, and unknowing-itself.

Whatever you are looking for, it is there.

Do I dare forget myself and enter this place?  

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Mille o tante grazie, Antonio, amico, compagno!


Anthony of Padua, who helps (some say) find things, might help find sanity in a world gone insane with trivia, titillation, and tattle.

Perhaps we think that by embracing our insanity everything would be fine.
Embrace 
You know the parlor trick.
wrap your arms around your own body
and from the back it looks like
someone is embracing you
her hands grasping your shirt
her fingernails teasing your neck
from the front it is another story
you never looked so alone
your crossed elbows and screwy grin
you could be waiting for a tailor
to fit you with a straight jacket
one that would hold you really tight. 
 
(Poem by Billy Collins)
Ok, so we look a little odd when looked upon straight on. But, in review, from the other side, it always seems different.

People fear Martial Law. People fear Terrorist Attack. People fear their own Goverrnment. And Government, naturally, fears the People.

Is it possible not to fear? Not anything?
Where The Mind Is Without Fear  
Where the mind is without fear and the head is held high 
Where knowledge is free 
Where the world has not been broken up into fragments 
By narrow domestic walls 
Where words come out from the depth of truth 
Where tireless striving stretches its arms towards perfection 
Where the clear stream of reason has not lost its way 
Into the dreary desert sand of dead habit 
Where the mind is led forward by thee 
Into ever-widening thought and action 
Into that heaven of freedom, my Father, let my country awake.  
(Poem by Rabindranath Tagore, 1861-1941)
Yes, I worry about my sanity. I worry about my country's sanity. Fear has a way of making us insane.

I wonder if, metaphorically, we were to substitute the word "insane" for "sin" in Holy Writ -- would we look on our "morality" differently?

Is insanity a chemical imbalance? Is mental illness a failure to see things with a clear and unperverted gaze?

Do we engage in a looking that sees good and calls it good, sees wrong and calls it wrong, hears cacophony and winces, hears beautiful melody and smiles?
Tell all the Truth but tell it slant -- 
Success in Circuit lies 
Too bright for our infirm Delight 
The Truth's superb surprise   


As Lightning to the Children eased 
With explanation kind
The Truth must dazzle gradually 
Or every man be blind -- 
(Poem by Emily Dickinson)
Once all the whistles have blown, the tales tattled, the hidden revealed, and the mistruths straightened into fessed-up straight-up straight-answer-club simplicity, we in this country will breathe a sigh of relief and look at each other again with a long desired affection.

We will be able to face each other again.

Something lost will be found.

We will look to the brown-robed paisan over in the corner, wink, nod, and say: 
Mille o tante grazie, Antonio, amico, compagno!

Wouldn't it be comforting to be companion to truth?

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

not that far; not that long


Frail friend in pain taken to emergency room and back home again.

One  step, another minute, a lifetime in a millisecond.

Like a prison guard said last week: inches and seconds! That's the difference between being in prison and working at a prison; inches and seconds.

Not much.

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

live today


Tomorrow is no home.

Monday, June 10, 2013

unconcealment

Let's try this: Truth, simple unconcealment, is a better option than lies, deceit, and secrecy.

It is a radical consideration.

Do we dare face it?

Making sure.

Our face.

Is, seen.

Sunday, June 09, 2013

doctor my eyes


Someone's watching.

As a child growing up in Brooklyn's Catholic Culture, I learned that everybody was watching. From Mrs. Goldberg to Grandpa Bellantoni, from the creepy guy with cigar in his mouth at 2nd floor window to Officers Whatstheirnames in the black and white cruiser rolling passes the driveway.
Not to forget to mention the priest's insistence the the Good Lord Himself was all-seeing me wherever I was whatever I was doing. Of course his consecrated daughter-in-religion, Sister M. Nazareth, saw everything from her office as principal around corners in basements and five blocks of city streets away. I know what being watched looks like.

These days, though, it feels different. God is dead. So is Sister. So are all the Bensonhurst neighbor watchers. (About God, I have to clarify: the misperceptions and concepts bandied about God are dead or mostly all dead. God Itself is another consideration.)

Here's what feels different:
It's not the surveillance as much as it is the vacuum of trust. The government doesn't trust the American people, nor do the people trust the duplicity followed by rationalization by the government.
The vacuum of trust is where terror breeds.
It seems we're all breeders now.
A new celibacy of just saying "no" to seductive fearmongers is needed.


Back in childhood Brooklyn (mostly) everyone was looking out for you. Today it is a "Watch out for him!" wariness.

We need to change mistrusting spying into caring gazing. 

See one another.

With loving.

Joy.