Friday, March 19, 2021

untranslatable intimacies

One thing is not another.

We engage in translation. 

Definition of translation 

: an act, process, or instance of translating: such as

a

: a rendering from one language into another

also  : the product of such a rendering

b

: a change to a different substance, form, or appearance : CONVERSION

c

(1) : a transformation of coordinates in which the new axes are parallel to the old ones

(2) : uniform motion of a body in a straight line     (Merriam Webster)

We are constantly in the process of changing "to a different substance, form, or appearance."

Not only is form emptiness and emptiness form, but the more a thing changes the more it becomes itself.

This is a form of hospitality. We practice translation with languages, while navigating a more existential or ontological translation of not-self through no-self into self-itself. 

We long to be home. 

In On Translation, Ricoeur spells out the various implications of this paradigm of linguistic hospitality.

Translation sets us not only intellectual work .... but also an ethical prob- lem. Bringing the reader to the author, bringing the author to the reader, at the risk of serving and of betraying two masters: this is to practice what I like to call linguistic hospitality. It is this which serves as a model for other forms of hospitality that I think resemble it: confessions, religions, are they not like languages that are foreign to one another, with their lexicon, their grammar, their rhetoric, their stylistic which we must learn in order to make our way into them? And is Eucharistic hospitality not to be taken up with the same risks of translation-betrayal, but also with the same renunciation of the perfect translation.1

1 Paul Ricoeur, On Translation, trans. Eileen Brennan (New York: Routledge, 2006), p. 23.

A crucial step in resisting the lure of the Perfect Translation is to honor a dialectical balance between proximity (welcoming the stranger into our midst) and distance (acknowledging that something is always lost in translation: the other’s meanings can never be completely mine). A ‘hospitable’ translator is one who aims at approximate correspondences between two tongues without ever assuming these to be final or adequate. Which is why translation is always an endless task. It is work which is also a working through, in the psycho- analytic sense of Durcharbeitung—a difficult and demanding labor of mediation between one linguistic mind/culture/world and another. Such mediation involves a process of mourning and letting go—and in particular the renunciation of the egocentric or tribalist drive to reduce the alterities of the guest to one’s own will for total adequation. As if, in translation, there were only one true language: my own. Our own. But that is not so. As Ricoeur insists, there is no such thing as language, only languages. Traditore, tradutore: to translate is always in some sense to betray; for one can never do one’s guest true justice. And this means accepting that we all live east of Eden and after Babel—and that this is a good thing. Our linguistic fallenness is also our linguistic finitude: a reminder of human limits which saves us from the delusion of sufficiency, the fantasy of restoring some prelapsarian logos (where we play God speaking a single divine language with a perfect word for each perfect thing). We also need to abandon the illusion of a perfect logos of the future— such as the enlightenment dream of a caracteristica universalis or the more recent delusion of a pan-European Esperanto. Indeed the translation model of hospitality stands, politically, as an indictment of all historical attempts to impose a single language on diverse peoples—Greek, Latin, French, Spanish or today English (sometimes known as ‘Globish’). Imperial campaigns have always sought to impose a normative lingua franca on the multiplicity of vernaculars. But it is the right of every living tongue to speak itself and be translated into other tongues while retaining a certain reservoir of irreducible, untranslatable intimacies and secrets. Whence the legitimate double injunction of every guest language when faced with its host: ‘Translate me! Don’t translate me!’ Take me but not all of me. Take me in, incorporate me, but leave something of me to myself. Good translation is transfusion not fusion. It signals a mutual transaction between two worlds, never a subsuming of their differences into one.

(--Double Hospitality. Between Word and Touch, by Richard Kearney, Boston College, Journal for Continental Philosophy of Religion 1 (2019) 71–89, brill.com/jcpr) 

We like the idea that we are on our way to some place that will be a form of translation from this physical place to that spiritual place. 

And yet, we pause and ponder whether there is an untranslatable intimacy that dwells between these imagined concretions of our traveling.

At the end of meditation practice at meetingbrook, a part of our metta is: "May we come to dwell in our true home." 

Our true home?

Perhaps we long to be what is lost in translation.

Thursday, March 18, 2021

but through matter

 In an article in Center for Christogenesis focusing on Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, Understanding the Christic in an Open Universe, by ILIA DELIO | AUG 15, 2020the author writes:

If we want to understand Teilhard’s Christology, then it is best to place everything we learned in a drawer and focus on two essential ideas: first, the incarnation (which is the doctrine of Jesus Christ) means that God has entered into materiality, and, second, we are in evolution in which change and complexity are accompanied by a rise of consciousness.  

For Teilhard, God and world form a natural pair. He called this the principle of complementarity. He insisted that a genuine “complementarity” exists between God and the world; that is, God and world form a mutually affirming union. What makes the God-world antimony insoluble is that we first split up a natural pair and then persist in considering the two terms in succession.The optimal way to understand God and world is to perceive God as different from the world in nature but personally linked to it in a relationship of mutual complementarity. Teilhard’s God-world relationship could be described as “cosmotheandric,” that is, cosmic, human and divine all at once. God is completely other than the world and yet unable to dispense with it. It is not the complete dependence of the world upon God (as in Thomistic metaphysics) but the “complementarity” of God and world in such a way that one cannot adequately exist without the other.  Reflecting on Teilhard’s doctrine, Thomas King wrote: 

Matter is the principle of otherness. In matter God and man can become other than what they are.  Through matter God and man can meet. God is not found through opposition to matter (anti-matter) or independent of matter (extra-matter) but through matter (trans-matter).[i]

 https://christogenesis.org/understanding-the-christic-in-an-open-universe/

...   ...   ...


We begin to think about the “thoroughness” of existence.


I hold the thought: transmitting through matter.


A transmission trans-matter.


Without words, without dogma, without authoritative control.


Like sniffing the ground during late winter rain.


Or listening to the Ensō doggy snore in afternoon nap.


Maybe, seeing cat in wicker basket licking her shoulder then looking up through skylight window.


Or abandoning hope and residing in the gift of present presence. 

form is emptiness, emptiness is form

From Greek/English Interlinear ABARIM  Publications online:


PHILIPPIANS 2:5
Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:
τουτο
this
dem pron
nom-si-neu
γαρ
for
conjunction
φρονεισθω
he be verbalized
verb
pres-pas-imp
3rd-p si
εν
in(to)
preposition
υμιν
to you
2nd pers pron
dat-pl
ο
which
rel pron
nom-si-neu
και
and
conjunction
εν
in(to)
preposition
χριστω
to Christ
noun (name)
dat-si-mas
ιησου
to Jesus
noun (name)
dat-si-mas
PHILIPPIANS 2:6
Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God:
ος
who
rel pron
nom-si-mas
εν
in(to)
preposition
μορφη
[see note]
θεου
of God
noun
gen-si-mas
υπαρχων
being
participle
pres-act-par
nom-si-mas
ουχ
not
conjunction
αρπαγμον
[see note]
ηγησατο
he was of the opinion
verb
aor-mDe-ind
3rd-p si
το
the
def art
acc-si-neu
ειναι
to be
verb
pres-act-inf
ισα
equal
adjective
acc-pl-neu
θεω
to God
noun
dat-si-mas
PHILIPPIANS 2:7
But made himself of no reputation*, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:
αλλ
but
conjunction
εαυτον
himself
3rd-p refl pron
acc-si-mas
εκενωσεν
[see note]
*

μορφην
[see note]
δουλου
of worker
noun
gen-si-mas
λαβων
taking
participle
2aor-act-par
nom-si-mas
εν
in(to)
preposition
ομοιωματι
to similitude
noun
dat-si-neu
ανθρωπων
of men
noun
gen-pl-mas
γενομενος
the becoming
participle
2aor-mDe-par
nom-si-mas   
PHILIPPIANS 2:8
And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross.
και
and
conjunction
σχηματι
to semblance
noun
dat-si-neu
ευρεθεις
being found
participle
aor-pas-par
nom-si-mas
ως
as
adverb
ανθρωπος
man
noun
nom-si-mas
εταπεινωσεν
[see note]
εαυτον
himself
3rd-p refl pron
acc-si-mas
γενομενος
the becoming
participle
2aor-mDe-par
nom-si-mas
υπηκοος
obedient
adjective
nom-si-mas
μεχρι
[see note]
θανατου
of death
noun
gen-si-mas
θανατου
of death
noun
gen-si-mas
δε
conjunction
σταυρου
of public display
noun
gen-si-mas

(--ABARIM )
...   ...   ...

meetingbrook Note:
[or, he emptied himself]

NASB ©
GreekStrong'sOrigin
but emptied
ἐκένωσεν
(ekenōsen)
2758: to empty
from kenos

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

mutual dependence

One, alone, is nothing.

“Things derive their being and nature by mutual dependence and are nothing in themselves.” (– Nagarjuna)

And yet, The Lord is One.

a shift

 It occurred during walk around waterfront in Rockland near Coast Guard station that it is not about Christ consciousness.

Rather, what it is about is Christ is consciousness.

Let see where this goes.

covering consciousness

Friend sends article from The Atlantic: 

A New Theory Explains How Consciousness Evolved, A neuroscientist on how we came to be aware of ourselves. by MICHAEL GRAZIANO, JUNE 6, 2016


And it occurs to me:


Domine, non sum dignus

ut intres sub tectum meum,

sed tantum dic verbum,

et sanabitur anima mea.

 It has the tectum, the verbum, and the sanabitur. (The roof, language, & the healing inclusion.). If we interpret ‘domine’ as ‘mind’ or ‘consciousness,’ we have it covered.

tá go cinnte

Irish?

Yeah.

Green?

Uh huh.

A good day for it.

Sea mo ghrá.

Tuesday, March 16, 2021

ridding off into sunset

Tough guys spurn vaccines

I get it. They don’t. It is

Theater unto grave

o lord, open these doors

 Downstairs, at ready,

Two sticks of firewood give them-

Selves to Irish stove

Monday, March 15, 2021

middle march, middle way

 Cold air blows through Maine

Iron wood stove heats wohnkuche

Where cat sits rafter

looking out winter's small window

Broken cedar limb

leans on frozen ground, soldier

for whom war is done

if you hear the voice of the lord, harden not your hearts

Wind outside barn door

Log in wood stove falls to edge

Night listens, whispers

Sunday, March 14, 2021

et tu

 Beware the

Idea

Of

Marching —

Amble slowly,

Saunter

unum solum

Reading New York Times,

Washington Post, I see why

Eremites stay cloaked

Saturday, March 13, 2021

out of oblivion into our eyes looking into themselves

Find me, says Being. 

Heidegger began his philosophical career as the remarkably bright pupil of Edmund Husserl, the founder of the phenomenological movement who, at that time, had already been a widely renowned and celebrated mind across Europe. By this time, the young philosopher had broken away from his early affiliations with theology and, for a brief while, preoccupied himself with mainly epistemologically relevant questions of the new phenomenological methodology. However, it did not take him long to seek independence from his mentor, Husserl, so by the early 1920s he was already looking for a philosophically defensible access to the so-called ‘facticity of life’, that is to the concreteness of ordinary human life. This considerable task undertaken by him culminated in the 1927 publication of Sein und Zeit (Being and Time) which attempted to elaborate the new, phenomenological ontology via an existential analysis of Dasein. Dasein is the term used by Heidegger to exhibit man or human being by depriving him from his traditional – and, to Heidegger, burdensome – anthropological connotations, and to present him as the unique being among other beings which is solely able to witness and reveal the Truth of Being. 
Some readers might read Being and Time not so much as a philosophical treatise but as a novel, perhaps a kind of mystery or crime story. The identity of the narrator is not much of a mystery itself: it is Heidegger, of course, who tells us the story. But who is the protagonist of this philosophical story? Without due reflection, careless guessers might risk taking Dasein, that is, man as the hero. However, it would be an obvious mistake to make. On the contrary: we, the audience of the narrative are just as much passive spectators as the narrator. Whereas the story seems to circulate around Dasein as a special mode of existence of man, the true hero is Being itself. The narrator does not want to deceive us: from the outset, he tries to orient our attention to Being, to the meaning of Being, but we, humans, tend to focus mainly on ourselves, as is frequently the case with us. And this is exactly what Heidegger is concerned with: we people have a natural inclination to forget about Being, what it means to be, to exist, we just take it for granted, and this Oblivion of Being is the fountainhead of numerous characteristics and problems of how we conceive reality. Thus the ‘plot’ of the book deals with finding this long missing protagonist, Being.

 (—from, Appropriating Being: the advent of the Event as the second beginning of philosophy Lehel Balogh, 2013, Academia)

I am hiding within you, says Being.

Seek me out.

Friday, March 12, 2021

who do you think we are

 The things we want God to do are the things God wants us to do.

There is no justice, only love.

Pray for what there only is.

what are they waiting for

Monastery bells,

Old men cross ocean to here —

Entering their stalls

undressing nation, addressing people

 The former guy, he

Lied: “I alone can fix it.”

This guy: “I need you.”

Thursday, March 11, 2021

recurrence of stupid contention

 No one loves philosophy. No one loves to be disturbed. No one wants definition.

Rather, there is a longing for what some call "freedom." Undefined. Unrestrained. Unencombered.

Something arising from creativity. Something new. A vision uncontaminated.

Thinking of philosophy as an exercise in artistic creation means that philosophers who believed they were pursuing the truth during the 1,300 years between Laërtius and Baldwyn were deceiving themselves. Imagining they were struggling to establish how things are in the world, they were only shaking up their own intellectual and linguistic practices and those of their contemporaries. Instead of being a search for “truth, goodness and beauty,” Rée avers, philosophy has to do with “offering difficulty, doubt and disorientation to those who are willing to have their intellectual habits rearranged.”

It is a view with some distinguished twentieth-century exponents, including Richard Rorty, who developed an American tradition of pragmatism in philosophy, and one to which I am sympathetic. But it involves a radical rejection of the traditional goals of philosophical inquiry. Rorty’s work has had little impact on how philosophy is taught in universities, and it may not have been wholly accidental that, after twenty-one years as a professor of philosophy at Princeton, the academic positions he subsequently held were not in philosophy but in literature departments.

(--from, Is Philosophy an Art? by John Gray, NYRB, 25March2021 issue) 

 Maybe there are few philosophers because so many of us hold tight to our opinions and beliefs about how things actually are and how they should be.

Perhaps what we need are better myths, stories about where things are headed and where they come from. Creation stories. Apocalyptic stories. Beginnings and endings that haven't yet been explored.

I love the notion that the universe is only now being created. I am only now being born. And now I am dying. 

And now I am gone, gone, gone beyond, gone completely beyond.

Now awake.

Hoorah!

Once aware of the absence of beginning or end, will there be anything to either hope for or fear?

No beginning, no end. 

What then?

Just this. This, with republicans and democrats chasing each other around lampposts of bickering and around corners of alleys where trash bins receive their fetid food from celebrations of victories and laments of defeats emanating from eternal recurrence of stupid contention.

The irruption of manufactured dissonance, nobody with one belief voting for something that someone with a different belief proposes  -- even if beneficial and sensible -- is the essential fragmentation of harmonious dwelling together. We'd rather kill someone than take the excruciating time to see them through.

In the film last night, three people are dead because they were prostituting a young daughter of one of them. I have a friend who did the same to three people forty years ago who were prostituting the daughter in their family. 

Death doesn't change anything. It only unappears and disappears the particular practitioners of mean and cruel behaviors.

Some see it as a crime. Some as an honor to take on corrective action. Some just die as a result of bad notions and mistaken thinking.

Prison, they tell me, slows thought down to something you can live with. Let someone else arrest, condemn, and convict you. You get up every day with the thought that what's done is done, and now it's time to see what's coming.

And what do you think?

Knowledge knows.

Wisdom doesn't know.

Can we hear what is calling?

disappearing with confluence

Ownership is overrated. 

Nobody owns monasticism. It started. Went different places. Wandered in and out of cultural and religious institutions. Walked out with those leaving those places. Sat for the long haul with those staying there.

It, like most things, belongs to itself. It belongs to anyone wishing to try it on. 

Each monastic follows their own trail. 

"...So maybe a new mpnasticism will have to come into being. Another song.

"Maybe it wont even take place in the church as we know it. For the last couple of years, the Catholic church has been in a desert. People have looked to it for relevance and too often they've gotten rhetoric, a broken record. That's the problem with institutions like ours. They confuse unity with uniformity. Power isn't a confrontation. It's confluence in the name of Christ.  (--p.103, Voices of Silence, Lives of the Trappists Today, by Frank Bianco, 1991)                  

Try not to mimic another's life.

Try your own.

Become a monastic of no other.

No other than one's self.

Which, also, will disappear.

Along with whatever horarium you might have formed.

It's ok.

Go on and make a joyful sound!

cultural vacuum

 The bathtub is full

with no water, spherical 

Deep space empty white

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

you are nodding your head

 Yes

We go on

Even if stupidity

Walks our states

Governed by odd views

Following bizarre ideas

We go on

Saying

Yes

Tuesday, March 09, 2021

yes they are

 Ghosted friend's birthday 

yesterday. Looking up names --

All happy or dead

settling back wariness

There's no defense for Christianity.

There's Christianity and there's not Christianity.

Take it or leave it.

There's no defense of it. And no need to try.

Anti-Climacus had earlier warned that "the first one to come up with the idea of defending Christianity in Christendom is de facto a Judas No. 2: he, too, betrays with a kiss, except that his treason is the treason of stupidity . . . As for Christianity! Well, he who defends it has never believed it."43 The second move is a more complete faith, one not trying to turn itself into sight because it is too busy pondering the paradox of lowliness as the flip side of the paradox of loftiness – that is, when it has any time to ponder at all. For the most part its energy will need to be spent following Jesus on the way of the cross.

(--Journal of Philosophy and Scripture, Volume 1, Issue 1 | Fall 2003, Transfiguration as Saturated PhenomenonMerold Westphal, Fordham University, pg.33) 

We should ask: What is Christianity?

Is it What Is revealing Itself through Creation, through Humanity, and through Divine Unknowable Presence?

The Jewish followers of Jesus saw in him a difficult but good man. Was this what Yahweh was like? Difficult but good?

Is there anyone alive now or ever alive that was not difficult but good?

And what of life itself, existence itself -- is it not difficult but good?

There are those who say that everything is good, but that some things hurt more than others.

This is not some Nietzschean misinterpretation that anything goes, just will it, express your power. No, not that misinterpretation.

This is the realization that all there is is this, this ringing phone, this chime of bells on the half hour, this cat on windowsill, this political carnival in the Capital, this sequence of events that ignites the chase of cat after dog scrambling intensity into settling back wariness that will reconfigure trust for a spell. This red pickup with yellow bag back by tailgate heading into town down sluice between Bald and Ragged mountains.

Mourning Dove walks branch of Cedar tree,

Blue sky says blue sky.

Old hard snow in shadowed hollows held by unyielding ice feels temperature inch up daytime stretch one day at a time toward 21st of month in 13 days.

We've enough treason of stupidity to hold us humble in our assessment of a grand evolution of moral and intellectual ascent.

Things are good.

But difficult. 

Monday, March 08, 2021

when at night is done what must be done

“ ...The stars are women

            who at night light frozen fires...”

(—Ernesto Cardenal, in Cosmic Canticle, Cantiga 1, p.9)

even in sorrow, joy

Mudita, delight

In joy of others, let be

Sympathetically

Sunday, March 07, 2021

while listening to story

 felled tree out window

stretched down-slope on march hard snow

 shadows lean over

as a man whose heart stopped beating in queens

Everyone has their idiosyncratic liturgy.

 "The Sunday Read: The Lonely Death of George Bell" from The Daily Podcast.

A quiet Sunday morning meditation.

Saturday, March 06, 2021

bagatelle

 The very moment

He knew not much time remained

Each breath so careful

we too

Yes, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin!


Noosphere, pleroma, complexity-consciousness.


He, too, was condemned for alleged ambiguities.


Times change, thinking evolves, Le Phénomène Humain never ceases to disappoint some and unanimization, our movement toward Some Thing ahead of us, must also aspire toward Some One. 


We stumble awkwardly toward this authentic unanimity.


Have you heard this one? 


A Governor and a Journalist walk into a correlation between materiality and spirituality and long to become conscious.

neither young man nor old man

 In Paris a bench

never sat on, river not

crossed, seen, song unsung

Friday, March 05, 2021

maybe jahwist didn't exist

 fictitious and not 

factitious, it's a story --

J wrote God's bio

gotik in der steiermark

 everything kills you

flea collars, carbos, whiskey --

how am I still here

rorate coeli desuper

 Looking at moon, halved

Thin branches over cabin

Morning window prayer

Thursday, March 04, 2021

losing track

 Emptiness each day

One following another — 

This echoing void

never lost

Two for Thursday morning:


1.


Having no destination,

I am never lost.


 Ikkyu



2.



Nikos Kazantzakis’ epitaph reads, "I hope for nothing. I fear nothing. I am free." (Δεν ελπίζω τίποτα. Δε φοβούμαι τίποτα. Είμαι λέφτερος.)


Some translate the first phrase, “I expect nothing.”

today, if you hear the voice of the lord

 If nothing comes, then

Let it go — life is right here

Nowhere else, purring

Wednesday, March 03, 2021

change of weather

Ice fishing houses 

are off the pond, up on land --

eagle fends for self

alter christus

 One room is not the other room.

But the doorway

Moving through that luminary space

Doing the movement itself

What do we call that transfiguration?

Tuesday, March 02, 2021

in the harbors

Of Cheslaw Milosz, he said: “we knew him in the harbors, we never saw him in the full sea,” Not in the hurricanes at sea.


He concludes:  "The world doesn't belong to any single poet." (Adam Zagajewski, UC Berkeley, 2011)


Take a view. Speak the sight. Round the world with words!

Monday, March 01, 2021

but in wonder

 Yes

92 yr old elder from 

Just west of New England 


Morning after

Sunday evening practice

Writes gratitude for


Teisho by Karin Ryuku KempeZen Center of Denver


As she presents poem by Cheslaw Milosz 

To make organic our fondness:


Encounter


 

We were riding through frozen fields in a wagon at dawn. 


A red wing rose in the darkness.

 



And suddenly a hare ran across the road. 


One of us pointed to it with his hand.

 



That was long ago. Today neither of them is alive, 


Not the hare, nor the man who made the gesture.



 

O my love, where are they, where are they going? 


The flash of a hand, streak of movement, rustle of pebbles. 


I ask not out of sorrow, but in wonder.

 




Czeslaw Milosz ~ 

 (The Collected Poems 1931 - 1987,

translated by Czeslaw Milosz and Lillian Vallee)

Sunday, February 28, 2021

where you are is who you are

 Come

Arrive here

Now

See what is

Before you —

There

You are

And will become

Infinitely

This