TC: "I wanted to double the number of locks on the doors."
Murdered child: "Thanks, Mr Cruz."
TC: "It's the Dems, kid."
Murdered child: " Yeah, sure it is. Sure it is."
TC: "I wanted to double the number of locks on the doors."
Murdered child: "Thanks, Mr Cruz."
TC: "It's the Dems, kid."
Murdered child: " Yeah, sure it is. Sure it is."
Haibun (俳文?, literally, haikai writings) is a prosimetric literary form originating in Japan, combining prose and haiku.A haibun may record a scene, or a special moment, in a highly descriptive and objective manner or may occupy a wholly fictional or dream-like space. The accompanying haiku may have a direct or subtle relationship with the prose and encompass or hint at the gist of what is recorded in the prose sections.
Traditional haibun typically took the form of a short description of a place, person or object, or a diary of a journey or other series of events in the poet's life.[3]
And it is Thursday:
On Moving
by Jane Huffman
Like butter, gone. I’m moving on, because it would be ludicrous to stay. It feels like a return (to sanity), although I’ve never been. (I’ve never lived a mile west of Illinois.) “I come home from the soaring,” Rilke wrote in The Inner Sky, which I take as imperative (omit the “I”): to ground, return to Earth, to grind the fable of my life down like orpiment into a yellow ash and tie my body to the floor. Rilke writes of God (“still roaring in my ears”) but God, for me (today) is fear. Goodbye to my deteriorating house. Delirium. I’m out the door. Stasis is a sieve through which I drag myself.
Literature feels / far away. Black bulls grazing / beyond a pale hill.
(Copyright © 2023 by Jane Huffman. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on March 30, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets.)
Both Haibun and Thursday, companions.
standing guard on wall
comes enemy in the night
conscience acquired -- shoot
First breath of infant
Breathes in every last breath
The dead have left here
Their souls linger in corners
Taken in and lived in us
Good versus evil
Is not the equation — ask
About what “is not” —
“What is” is reality
What “is not” is our absence
This Danish existentialist would look at our guns and lethargy and not blanch. He'd loathe the cynicism and self-satisfaction of those receiving gun lobby pay-offs.
Maybe it's not existence which is so troublesome, but what the uninterested do with their uncaring insouciance.
Hegel emphasized universals; Kierkegaard argued for decision and commitment. Hegel sought an objective theory of knowledge upon which everyone could agree; Kierkegaard believed in the subjectivity of truth—meaning that truth is understood and experienced individually.
Existence, he believed, is actual, painful, and more important than "essence" or "idea." The authentic person wrestles with fundamental questions that cannot be answered rationally. As Kierkegaard once wrote, "My life has been brought to an impasse, I loathe existence…. Where am I? What is this thing called the world? What does this word mean? Who is it that has lured me into the thing and now leaves me there? Who am I? How did I come into the world? Why was I not consulted, why not made acquainted with its manners and customs? … How did I obtain an interest in it? Is it not a voluntary concern? And if I am to be compelled to take part in it, where is the director? Whither shall I turn with my complaint?"
(--in, Søren Kierkegaard, Christian existentialist, in Christianity Today
Maybe Hegel is right -- continue to try for "an objective theory of knowledge upon which everyone could agree," rather than falling into a dread depression at the futility and shoulder-shrug impertinence of the ideologically cemented stony hearts selling nothing but hard-nosed dismissal to those in sorrow.
Their responses: Buy more guns. Shoot the bastards who try (successfully) to shoot through scopes of aimed grievance, then clean up the killing field. We've got this. Lock and load. Screw the idiots who try to curtail evil and its loud repeating reports.
Soren, the world is us.
I suspect we create us.
If you must complain, here I am.
Grab a coffee. Sit. You start. I'll listen.
Then -- after having at it -- let's go kick some butt.
Georg Wilhelm Friedrich, you come too.
Guns, you would tell me,
do not kill people, shooters
perform that task. Right? --
But such shallow assessment
does nothing for anyone
Promo for Natalie Goldberg's "Haiku: The Leap" --
“Haiku is about paying attention.” Natalie Goldberg offers a deep dive into the work of Tim Roberts who found haiku after being diagnosed with Parkinson’s at 49. His haiku in his new book Busted: Reflections of Police Life reveal that you can write haiku about anything. “One shot gun/Three of us walking/Doing the math.” Often, but not always, there is a leap in haiku, which “allows us to experience a little sensation of space.” Alan Ginsburg described this space as “no less than God.” https://www.upaya.org/2023/03/goldberg-haiku-the-leap/
Intimation, not
intimidation -- maybe
God's new home address
When is a place a non-place?
The distinction between place and non-place has occupied a critical role in both the philosophy of place and human geography for the last 20 years. In a distinction that stems from Marc Augé but is traceable to Edward Relph, “place” is thought as being relationally constructed, laden with meaning, and shaped by a broader history; home being emblematic of place. “Non-place,” on the other hand, is taken to mean places divested of meaning, homogenous, and largely interchangeable; airports, supermarkets, and pre-fabricated office complexes being examples.
Whilst this distinction has tended to be pervasive and influential in phenomenological accounts of place, critical analysis on the relation between place and non-place has been sparse. This paper aims to (1) develop an analysis of the distinction, ambiguities, and tensions between place and non-place. (2). To question and interrogate what kind of difference is involved in this distinction. (3). To address the role intersubjectivity and affectivity plays in the “sense of place.”
Let us imagine ourselves nestled within the tranquility of a French villa. The place is a retreat, seemingly remote from the concerns and anxieties of the “real world” back home. Within its homely embrace, a series of windows overlooks a forest, enclosing the villa within a world of quiet intimacy. Here and there, we discover corners to withdraw into, nooks to dwell in, and rooms to retreat to. When opening the door on the world outside the villa, far from being confronted with a world hostile to that of the sanctuary, the surrounding forest and pathways toward the beach instead reinforce the peaceful sense of place. Indeed, it is a singular place, perched above the sea, with a distinct character, and quite unlike anywhere else.
As the vacation draws to an end, as it must do, it will be necessary to leave the world of the villa in order to return home. A short drive takes us to the airport, where we are now waiting in line to check our luggage in. Unlike the space of the villa, which is characterised by alternating textures and divergent tones, the spatiality of the airport is both flat and homogenous. At no point is the fluorescent light broken up by the existence of shadows. The effect of this constancy is that the airport is deprived of depth. In objective terms, the distance between the villa and the airport is negligible.
In experiential terms, however, the villa feels distant and ungraspable. The adjustment we must undergo in the airport is full of resistance, as though our bodies were unprepared to let go of the atmosphere of the villa. As a result, we experience the airport as an oppressive place, at odds with the villa, and having no memorable or intrinsic qualities, other than being a place we must pass through in order to get home.
(--from, Place and Non-place: A Phenomenological Perspective, Dylan Tripp, Academic.edu)
I dwell in a place that shrinks to a single room. It serves as zendo, library, office, bedroom, barbell exercise space, clothes closet, laundry basket, shoe and socks hangout, back of door pants hangings, museum and art gallery wall, charging center for Apple devices, dog and cat sanctuary, bird watching station, nap resource, meditation altar, storage center, and finally, anchorite cell for idiorhythmic hobo mendicant ne'er-do-well.
I know my place
Passing through
More and more . . .
It is less, and, less
If you ask, "Where is your temple, zendo, where is your church?"
The response might be, "Nowhere."
Each moment, now here. Each place your feet or butt touches, now here. Each prayer to the God of the universe, now here.
Having no home has been a wonderful practice. It’s probably not an accident that one of my favorite 20th-century Japanese Zen Masters is Homeless Kodo. He had no temple. What binds us is sitting together no matter where or how. In addition to sitting, our main practice over the years has been group work, a talking practice we do, where we have learned to be completely open with one another. One evening last year, instead of our talking practice, we sat together in my roof garden for about an hour in total silence watching an amazing sunset over the Hudson River. A few weeks ago on a very icy morning three of us who had managed to get to Sheila’s Riverdale house for zazenkai ended up drinking tea in silence at 6:30 a.m. Eventually, we were joined by others who had successfully braved the ice. We just stayed in the kitchen, where we all had a silent breakfast together. Then we went into the living room, and without making it a zendo, we turned a motley collection of chairs around to face the river to watch the ice floes pass by.
(--from, Sitting Nowhere Leaving No Traces, A meditator learns that the zendo is wherever you sit. By Roshi Nancy Mujo Baker MAR 24, 2023, Tricycle)
Try this.
This is where we are.
Wherever you are.
This is where you are.
Where you are is where we are.
As is, everyone.
I know you want to
Tell me Jesus rose from death
I appreciate
Your enthusiasm — I’d
Rather watch cat watching dawn
In the dream a bus —
Stepping off onto street — he
Is looking for friend
In middle of city all
Alone at intersections
In prison this morning one man gives tutorial on NLP (Neuro-Linguistic Programming).
Another is skeptical about any formal intervention. (Nor does he cotton to popes, priests, politicians, or police.)
We are talking about amenities, civil discourse, pleasantries, niceties, politeness, communications veering from hostility, belittlement, and confrontation.
One man is saying there's no justice in prison. If someone is jumped and beaten in his cell he doesn't go to the guards complaining of the matter. Then, in prison code, he'd be a "rat." Nor might he want to "throw the switch" and enter full retaliation response with whomever might align themselves and have his back.
Which ushers in new complications
It's a hard reality. One they understand. As a civilian I can hear it, sympathize with the plight.
One man says he'd just prayed with someone unnerved by such a recent experience. Prayer, he said, introduced to the man that, throughout his ordeal, he is not alone. Which prospect, however undiminishing of the lingering turmoil, puts a different perspective in view. One which he can hope to be true, however immanently unsatisfying, but ultimately, intriguing.
Conversant in morning circle shares excerpt of Life is Worth Living | Episode 7 | Loneliness | Fulton Sheen.
He is intrigued that he was led to bump into traumatized man, paused a minute, listened to him, then offered a prayer, then resumed his place in meetingbrook conversation to punctuate the topic at hand -- our loneliness in the desert of justice.
Each person a voice from the wilderness asking -- How alone am I?
We sit in a circle of loneliness together.
Accompanying one another.
As morning fades and evening approaches.
The sixth day.
The dying don’t want to be entertained, they want to be accompanied.
If you find within
You what is without you,
Do not fear, be glad
When boundaries fall away
Borders are crossed not knowing
It is said that no one has ever seen God.
When I recently asked a nurse's aide if I might go in and sit with a woman who'd just died in hospice an hour before, she said "But there's no one there." Family had left, funeral folks not yet arrived.
“If there is a God we must see Him, if there is a soul we must perceive it; otherwise it is better not to believe. It is better to be an outspoken atheist than a hypocrite.”
― Swami Vivekananda, Meditation And Its Method
We smiled at each other in the hallway and I went into her room.
She was right, no one was there.
Since that moment I realized that "no one" is God.
I saw God in that room. I perceived that woman's soul in the room, her last breath floating somewhere around us.
Zen Buddhists will exclaim, "MU!" Contemplative Christians will say breath-spirit is holy and inspiring.
Our practice asks:
What say you?
What see you?
What silence and stillness are you?
No
One
(sees) --
God’s
Breath
Forgive me, you know
How I have hurt you — take my
Sorrow with you — all
Of you, near and far — there is
No way I can follow you
One thing becoming-another.
In the union of form and emptiness, our bodies and minds and the whole phenomenal world are not rejected but rather are found to be direct expressions of the sacred.
– Aura Glaser, “Into the Demon’s Mouth”. Tricycle
How becoming you are!
Mind is not a thing
Nor is the real a thing — they
Are no-thing feeling
A pervasive awareness
Arising and passing through
I say this because the snow pushed up driveway is melting today as it should in spring before this coming Saturday night's 3-5" snowfall.
I know it's only Tuesday.
That God is in (its) heaven, and all is not (quite) well in the world.
But, some say, poets dig words out of mud and toss them into forms to harden into bricks for building a terrace to hold flowers that itch to show themselves when snow trickles off the mountain.
whatever you have to say, leave
the roots on, let them
dangle
And the dirt
Just to make clear
where they come from
(-poem by Charles Olson)
If you want to tell me anything about God, show me, like math in high school, the work done before the answer you've found. And what you've surrounded that answer with, whether safety deposit box or broken heart, whether gold plated door arches or tattered jacket with buttons missing.
Mud season has been early. Tire tracks indent weary stones sunk into ground. Pools of melted snow-water hang out by wood gate closed to the road. Mail delivery put into box by utility pole.
So many limbs down from last week's nor'easter.
God is stillness and silence deep in earth and far in cosmos -- waiting for creatures, slowly emerging from soil, to feel their way into the Sound of Being Here.
Roots
and dirt
dangling
I have
No reason
To trust
God
I have
No reason
Not to trust
God
I have
No
Reason . . .
Trust
Is the
Only
God
(With
Nothing
Other)
* Just
Completely
Alone
Some remnant considerations
This:
"In the very end, civilizations perish because they listen to their politicians and not to their poets.
And:
“The danger of civilization, of course, is that you will piss away your life on nonsense.”
(--from The Beast God Forgot to Invent)
Then:
“Society, in general, maintains such a vested interest in its cozy habits and solidified belief systems that it had rather die — or kill — than entertain change.”
So much political turmoil
It seems up is down and in is out
Quantum physicists are laughing --
“They’re finally beginning to understand,” they say.
I no longer believe in dissembling
What is is what is, it is
Time to sit zazen
No time for dissembled reality
Thank you for your interest in (all) this
Subtle reality, non-local presence, appear and disappear regularly. We, conditioned by social climates of facile dismissive attitudes, are oblivious of our very surround.
The book is The Physics of God: How the Deepest Theories of Science Explain Religion and How the Deepest Truths of Religion Explain Science, by Joseph Selbie and Amit Goswami.
I walk the vacant snow bowl grounds listening. It remains lighter later. The dog and woman go off to toboggan area. There's one electric truck, a Rivian, alone at edge of mountain, its owner slaloms down slope after climbing up after hours. He says he's happy with it.
Sun jumps off top of Bald Mountain into lingering twilight after last week's clock change. Dirt clings to plowed snow at edges of parking area. Ice on pond is not to be trusted. We never were able to walk on ice to islands out in Hosmer Pond.
"The hidden truth of miracles, matter is the intelligent organization of energy." What we call the universe needs observation. The world is a magic show -- it is not what it seems to be. We bring things into existence, we listen things into existence, by our gaze things appear.
It feels that everything changes and is differently experienced once we have allowed stillness and silence to be our teachers, gurus, and zen masters.
God?
Yes -- In Itself --
throughout.
A worthy choice
of Being
for Being-there.
One Foot in Eden
One foot in Eden still, I stand
And look across the other land.
The world’s great day is growing late,
Yet strange these fields that we have planted
So long with crops of love and hate.
Time’s handiworks by time are haunted,
And nothing now can separate
The corn and tares compactly grown.
The armorial weed in stillness bound
About the stalk; these are our own.
Evil and good stand thick around
In fields of charity and sin
Where we shall lead our harvest in.
Yet still from Eden springs the root
As clean as on the starting day.
Time takes the foliage and the fruit
And burns the archetypal leaf
To shapes of terror and of grief
Scattered along the winter way.
But famished field and blackened tree
Bear flowers in Eden never known.
Blossoms of grief and charity
Bloom in these darkened fields alone.
What had Eden ever to say
Of hope and faith and pity and love
Until was buried all its day
And memory found its treasure trove?
Strange blessings never in Paradise
Fall from these beclouded skies.
(-Poem by Edwin Muir)
Two deer in dooryard. Our mountain guests. Dawn.
In the dream a Franciscan from the sixties a little wary and aloof of my continuing interest in some kind of continuance. In the dream the now dead zen master attends large gathering of meetingbrook meditation practice over a hundred participants. My body encoded strongly in zazen posture.
In the dream everything is gathered in same place at same time. A photograph of group sitting on ground in circle in New Hampshire schoolyard — the glorious attraction of faces. Nothing is retrievable, nothing is lost.
“THE HEAVENS AND EARTH TALK. “The heavens
are telling the glory of God; and the firmament proclaims his
handiwork.” (Psalm19:1). The heavens tell of God’s glory. This
is metaphor, of course, but to the Psalmist, everything in creation
speaks of the glory of God. This is like the hymn: “This is my
Father's world, And to my listening ears, All nature sings, and
round me rings The music of the spheres.” The firmament
proclaims God’s handiwork and all nature sings and round me rings
the music of the spheres. Metaphor, yes. How better could it be
proclaimed?”
(—Excerpt From, Rabbouni: Twelve Teaching Methods of Jesus, by John Zehring)
All these creatures tell tales of creation appearing and disappearing, singing and silencing, watching and averting eyes.
We are diffuse. We are encapsulated. We are silhouettes of semblance and spiritual sonority. We are the Gregorian chant of Lauds, a psalmody of awakening day scanning the orb floating amid billions and trillions of orbs in scanned surcease of sacred movement. A pause. A glance.
A fermata . . .
Briefly holding
Then releasing
Sound of inner reverie.
Wet snow and heavy
Foot and a half, said plowman —
Shoveling concrete
Finally dog has learned to
do his business in dooryard
E.E. Cummings said it: “Not to completely feel is thinking.” (—in six non-lectures)
This, I feel, is true.
I know why I am
Here — (You do?) — To answer “Yes!”
When asked “Are you here?”
We listen to help
One find out what they are and
Who they are, saying
Yes
To everything
Up and down, north and south
Left and right, east and west
May I be at their center
Where each crosses through each other
Fastened by freedom, safe and sound
Right where you’d expect to see
The One called Love
Pinned with kindness where all (do) pass
Some smart aleck said
“I know how to change time” and
poof — apple did job
Someone took hour
Astronomical dawn peers
Through bamboo shade, shrugs,
“I don’t know where it went, I
Was told to slow arrival”
It is a striking phrase, "participation in the practice of God."
"Christian practices are not activities we do to make something spiritual happen in our lives. Nor are they duties we undertake to be obedient to God. Rather, they are patterns of communal action that create openings in our lives where the grace, mercy, and presence of God may be made known to us. They are places where the power of God is experienced. In the end, these are not ultimately our practices but forms of participation in the practice of God." (— Craig Dykstra)
I read Gabriel Marcel's book "The Mystery of Being." I remember fondly studying him fifty plus years ago and thinking what a delight to read such a person on such a theme, Christian Existentialism.
In it, this:
VII. My Life
The question: who am I? remains.
Since it is not possible to count on a friend, a party, or a collec-
tivity to decide it for me, the question becomes an appeal (call),
who am I? Shall I not find the answer by enquiring into my own
life?
My life can be considered from two standpoints, that of:
1. The past.
2. That of the present, the fact that I am still living it.
1. In the past. My life appears to me as something that
can, by reason of its very essence, be narrated.
But to narrate is to unfold.
It is also to summarize, i.e., to totalize schematically.
My life cannot then be reproduced by a narrative; in as
much as it has been actually lived, it lies without the
scope of my present concrete thought and can only be
recaptured as particles irradiated by flashes of memory.
Nor is my life in the notes jotted down day by day and
making up my diary; when I re-read them they have for
the most part lost their meaning, and I do not recognize
myself in them.
Nor is my work to be identified with my life; what judge
could sift from my work that which truly expresses me?
Finally, my acts, in as much as they are recorded in objec-
tive reality, do not tell of that within me which lies beyond
them.
My life, in so far as already lived, is not then an inalterable
deposit or a finished whole.
2. In so far as I am still living it, my life appears to me as
something I can consecrate or sacrifice, and the more I
feel that I am striving towards an end, or serving a cause,
the more alive (living) I feel. It is therefore essential to life
that it be articulated on a reality which gives it a meaning
and a trend, and, as it were, justifies it; this does not sig-
nify that life is an available asset.
To give one’s life is neither to part with one’s self nor to
do away with one’s self, it is to respond to a certain call.
Death can then be life, in the supreme sense.
My life is infinitely beyond the consciousness I have of it
at any given moment; it is essentially unequal in itself,
and transcendent of the account that I am led to keep of
its elements. Secondary reflection alone can recuperate
that which inhabits my life and which my life does not ex-
press.
(--pp.24-25, The Mystery of Being, by Gabriel Marcel, 1951, Translated by G.S. Fraser, 1971)
To listen.
"Death can then be life, in the supreme sense."
To respond to a certain call.
And, again -- To listen.
My life is infinitely beyond the consciousness I have of it
at any given moment; it is essentially unequal in itself,
and transcendent of the account that I am led to keep of
its elements. Secondary reflection alone can recuperate
that which inhabits my life and which my life does not ex-
press.
Returning to Dykstra, I love the way his words suggest that we are involved in a "participation in the practice of God."
Good sangha to be sitting in!
And with!
"Place of collation
and recollection, Ragged
Mountain" -- meetingbrook --
a phrasing once a tagline
remembered, reading, light meal
When sitting, just watch
Don’t conclude — let everything
Reveal what it is
Good and evil do not take
You — not unless you assent
Don’t talk to me of
Jesus Christ, or anything
Not seen — not if you
Don’t want what is here to be
What it is — in itself — hah!
Two friends at morning
Practice, cars pass, psalms from France —
At ragged mountain
It’s not hard to practice zen
Only include everything
Short shrift in prison
this morning, stark commotion.
Ride out, until next
Her last breath must be
Somewhere in this room — I sit
Next to where she lived
- We go through each moment, again and again.
- We breathe through everything, again and again.
This from the Online Etymological Dictionary:
c. 1200, religioun, "state of life bound by monastic vows," also "action or conduct indicating a belief in a divine power and reverence for and desire to please it," from Anglo-French religiun (11c.), Old French religion, relegion "piety, devotion; religious community," and directly from Latin religionem (nominative religio) "respect for what is sacred, reverence for the gods; conscientiousness, sense of right, moral obligation; fear of the gods; divine service, religious observance; a religion, a faith, a mode of worship, cult; sanctity, holiness," in Late Latin "monastic life" (5c.).
This noun of action was derived by Cicero from relegere "go through again" (in reading or in thought), from re- "again" (see re-) + legere "read" (see lecture (n.)). However, popular etymology among the later ancients (Servius, Lactantius, Augustine) and the interpretation of many modern writers connects it with religare "to bind fast" (see rely), via the notion of "place an obligation on," or "bond between humans and gods." In that case, the re- would be intensive. Another possible origin is religiens "careful," opposite of negligens.
In English, the meaning "particular system of faith in the worship of a divine being or beings" is by c. 1300; the sense of "recognition of and allegiance in manner of life (perceived as justly due) to a higher, unseen power or powers" is from 1530s.
mid-13c., "animating or vital principle in man and animals," from Anglo-French spirit, Old French espirit "spirit, soul" (12c., Modern French esprit) and directly from Latin spiritus "a breathing (respiration, and of the wind), breath; breath of a god," hence "inspiration; breath of life," hence "life;" also "disposition, character; high spirit, vigor, courage; pride, arrogance," related to spirare "to breathe," perhaps from PIE *(s)peis- "to blow" (source also of Old Church Slavonic pisto "to play on the flute"). But de Vaan says "Possibly an onomatopoeic formation imitating the sound of breathing. There are no direct cognates."
According to Barnhart and OED, originally in English mainly from passages in Vulgate, where the Latin word translates Greek pneuma and Hebrew ruah. Distinction between "soul" and "spirit" (as "seat of emotions") became current in Christian terminology (such as Greek psykhe vs. pneuma, Latin anima vs. spiritus) but "is without significance for earlier periods" [Buck]. Latin spiritus, usually in classical Latin "breath," replaces animus in the sense "spirit" in the imperial period and appears in Christian writings as the usual equivalent of Greek pneuma. Spirit-rappingis from 1852
The word itself, words themselves — this is our focus.
If we let words speak, preferably in silence, they — like every given situation we encounter — carry with them, replete and with integrity, all that is needed for us to engage, move through, and breathe with alert presence, what is there, as it is there, with our being there.
Remember — no one owns the words religious or spiritual.
They belong to themselves.
They offer themselves to us for our consideration and use.
(There are those, however, who might claim to own these words, build structures and institutions around them, and manufacture rules and regulations, beliefs and dogmas, imposed on anyone they usher into their confines.)
For the rest of creation, for those among us who pilgrimage back to original sound and inner silence, the creative encounter with sound and silence reveals, always, new and liberating relationship and movement to journey within (our source adventure) through (what we call) life.
(* Gaelic: we pray for his soul)
Calendar says it's
Tommy's birthday. It took me
about a year to
learn of his death. I liked him.
He was cranky, kind, faithful
Cynicism, in the face of absurd and cruel distortion of what we’d come to call factual, true, or obvious, is a crippling attitude that strikes, firstly and bitterly, the hearts and minds, bodies and souls, of those articulating and enacting themselves as cynics.
It is firing a handgun with thumb on trigger, barrel pointed at oneself, a suicide leaving a tortured note saying — ”You made me do this” — or, perhaps, “You made me. Do this!”
Finally, I ask all of us to pray for the freedom to be released from cynicism and judgment. We’re going to encounter people who do and say things differently. If we move into “sophistication,” we will lose the childlike spirit that Jesus talks about. A pilgrim must be like a child who can approach everything with an attitude of wonder and awe and faith. Let’s pray for wonder. Let’s pray for awe. Let’s pray for desire, or better “the desire to desire,” and ask God to take away our cynicism.
(—Richard Rohr, in Spiritual Disciplines of Pilgrimage, 8mar23)
Listening to cynicism is a visit to the morgue.
Promulgating cynicism is pouring poison into the orange juice you serve your children.
Assuming a blasé world-weary “that’s the way things are” pseudo-philosophical shoulder-shrug fatalism as to the prevalence of morbid impugning of motives and intentions of anyone in the cynical perimeter, is the open door, open gate, open invitation issued to sadistic and cruel intruders with assault weapons into your house, heart, and hope.
It is time for pilgrimage.
Out into the open.
With truth and wisdom.
One step at a time.
* (from song, Sailing, by Christopher Cross)
Here, in the eastern-most state of the US, I keep waiting for someone to saw along the border of our one contiguous state and allow us to drift into the ambiance of New Brunswick Province, the coastline of Nova Scotia, and the saner-feeling land of Canada.
Things have become strange and dangerous in our non-united ideology compounds nicknamed red-and-blue and other notably insulting names soapboxed everyday by "watch me/watch me" characters whose primary talent consists in being loud, snide, and obnoxious.
Do not lend them your ears.
Get out your oars.
Table wonders if
Soon there will be Sunday
Evening Practice