Thursday, March 20, 2025

vatnik

 We are suffused and surrounded by vatniks.

Vatnik (Russian: ватник, pronounced [ˈvatʲnʲɪk]) is a political pejorative[1][2] used in Russia and other post-Soviet states for steadfast jingoistic followers of propaganda from the Russian government.[3]  

(--wikipedia)

I suspect, in due time, they will see the error of their ways, go through reeducation and rehabilitation, resign from congress and the current administration, and settle back into America.

Bless their hearts! 

dottore nulla è niente

Someone sends an Ethics paper they submitted to their university. It referenced an incident in school a while back where, in a classroom blackout, someone threw an inkwell that splattered on the religious brother teacher's white habit. The writer of the paper was there, knew who did it, but weighed his ethical options in the situation.

Keeping my hand in, I respond:

Again, thank you. 

 

One additional “ethical option” might be called “enlightened self/other interest.” This is perhaps more a strategy above and beyond ethics, bordering on something of a spiritual/mystical stance in the face of behavior that has ethical and disciplinary consequences.


Namely: The option of self-sacrifice. Standing up, slowly looking around classroom, and declaring “I did the deed. I’m sorry. I accept the consequences."


What might result? The whole class isn’t blamed. The culprit isn’t outed. Brother has some closure. And your status, as self-sacrificing agent, is left to the character of your classmates — forever — to ponder.


I said “enlightened self/other interest” above for the following reason: if we were to eliminate the dualism/dichotomy from this kind of situation, is there any benefit? Perhaps. Perhaps not. It might evoke a moment of honest fessing up on the person who did the deed. But more than that — it might seep deep into the character/consciousness of all experiencing it that there is a more profound morality than our rational mentality usually addresses.


As a Christian (God help my failures) this taking on of one another’s burdens sounds familiar. I’ve not always liked it, not always understood it -- but your paper helped.


Cheers,

wfh

Dottore Nulla è Niente 

 

Having taught philosophy (not well) and ethics (not well) at university, I retain the privilege of responding (not well) when students make the mistake of sharing their current studies with me.

I would say I was emeritus, but it's more like timeritus*.
. . .

* Latin definition for timeo, timere, timui verb, conjugation: 2nd conjugation
    • Definitions: fear, dread, be afraid (ne + SUB = lest
    • ut or ne non + SUB = that ... not)

spring, no kidding

It passed me 

at 5:01AM --

then again, 

everything passes 

me -- how 

fortunate,

really -- spring

(thanks, winter

for everything)

appreciation for sangha

                            --for Chris, Doris, et al

I imagine

friends sit zazen

equanimous with

equipoise, finding

succor in stability

turning inner the 

outer, rage trans-

formed into deeper

emotion -- consoling

understanding, no 

blame, no vituperation

no hideous rash of ire

instead, nurturing fire

of compassion, fierce

and strong, unbending

yet gentle -- these folks

befriending the awful

taking in the strange

breathing out solace --

they are what family 

should be -- there -- 

no matter what, no

matter the disgrace

no -- MU -- undoing

the multiple, the additive,

resting and residing with

what is here, as it is here

until what will come 

is what will be, here,

with their composure 

and grace, revealing

ibid, tough break for a swell guy, they’ll say

Where have I heard this type of thing before?

Trump and today’s MAGA Republicans are proudly ignoring those laws, not only in Trump’s attacks on the judiciary but also in things like the administration’s lie, reported today by Andy Kroll of ProPublica, that nearly 7,000 employees at the Internal Revenue Service were fired for poor performance despite the repeated warnings of a top IRS lawyer that this was “a false statement” that amounted to “fraud” on the courts.

The administration’s attempt to ignore the laws the Constitution charges it with executing amounts to an attack on the right of the American people to establish the rules under which we live.

In a webcast on Monday, Trump ally Steve Bannon defended the deportations even if, as his guest said, they swept in “some gardener or something who’d never been in trouble.” Bannon replied: “ Big deal…. Maybe some people got caught up in it. Who knows?... I think they got everybody who was a bad guy, but guess what? If there's some innocent gardeners in there? Hey, tough break for a swell guy. That's where we stand.”

(—Heather Cox Richardson, Letters from an American, 19mar25, Substack)

Oh yeah . . . in the same place (ibid) where it all goes down the toilet. That’s where I’ve heard it before.

avogadro’s number

 One car

Heading east

This vigils time


I am always

In monastery

Even when not


Einstein was right

Pollen and photons

At night in dooryard


Fall through light

Seen differently

By two beings


Maybe…angels

In that instant

Space moving


 through time

It takes dog

And me to pee

Wednesday, March 19, 2025

saw-dust

 Joseph, they say,

Worked with wood

That’s all we know


mentioned in passing

Remarkably little

It’s all folklore


Made up saga, myth

Hearsay, sawdust on

Floor, the scent of it


Still, I like him

Deep brown companion

Maybe celibate, who cares


He disappears from narrative

Maybe he hung around edges

Sanding smoothing rounding


All we know is his name, 

Joseph, that’s it, not much more

Someone hardly on any page


But there

As sawdust is

Telling 

scenes from a movie

I'm sorry
Blacks and Women
disappear from our history
that Navaho code talkers
are silenced from lore

that anyone pointing out
unlawful acts by chief exec
will be hunted down and 
stripped of livelihood

I'm sorry the United States 
has gone limp and babbling 
making no coherent response
about the vile danger we are in --

It is a time of anguish and sorrow
that imbeciles billionaires and
criminals now run the country
making cower and grovel salute

I'm not sure what to do
I own no gun, only rosary and 
mala; I want to punch someone 
in the face, but won't -- I wouldn't

recommend violence, it is wrong,
besides, the bigger guns would win
-- no -- I'll watch, unblinking, without
hope, as the bastards finally fall dead

as each insidious infection runs its course
eating out from inside the theatric and 
invective poison finding no redemption
only melting faces from open covenent ark

life review in key of 'f ' flat & unsharp

sitting in dentist chair

cars pass by on route 1

my life remembering 

fillings and fallings

failings and flailings

fulsome and foolish

fantastical fandangos

finishing fruitlessly

no breath left behind

 She was my sister

We were there for her final breath

Then, into the night


She was my sister

The night was deep and quiet

As is, each breath, given


Today, her birthday

Night gives way, breath

Sistering each and all

Tuesday, March 18, 2025

this

 All there is

Is consciousness


Are you

Yet


Where consciousness

Is

once, upon this, time

let's think about Jesus

as having come to earth


think about the creator

as having spoken the earth


think about air and breath

as holding everything on earth up


now, let's think about 

"we all have to find a story


to live by or live inside

or we couldn't endure


the certainty of suffering"

(Niall Williams, in Irish novel


“This is Important”, 2019)

I'll take the story of the earth


which comes, from which all

comes, into which all returns


as the life of God, the life of

Christ, of all Breath Holy, all


experience and consciousness

longing for our listening, our


respect and compassion, a story

we must begin to hear, to feel


before and after one another

above and below nodding tree

schlep: carry heavy stuff, unhappily.

The hoops

to cancel

unwanted

subscription purchase

charge

oy gevalt

ah, the fairies return

They took a turn at march 17, came down the hill, and saw no flag on the stick.


And the season drops the woven-in-Ireland tweed flat wool cap over this thick head and sits atop the day.

ἀλήθεια (alētheia)

 Gandhi was right

Truth is God


Explains why

America becomes


Godless

Monday, March 17, 2025

it ain't over til the listening is done

if you want 

to know

what I think


ask me


if you want 

to think you

know


ask yourself


what is good

and stay still

while God


listens

kicking dirt in faces

I'm uncertain

a turn to evil

isn't the case


no one is arguing

the turn, as faces

smirk and snarl


and in homes

across the land

guns are loaded


all because

a little rich boy

lost at marbles

descending into ellipsis

there is something

going on in america

that is more than cute

disagreement, we are

suffering a real death


some want to say

this harsh lawless 

administration will

soon come to an end


I'm beginning to sense

it will be our end

with freedoms gone


it certainly seems some

perversion is afoot, no one


able to stop the bleeding


. . .

it's just ancestry, don't ya know

march 17

Irish

yesterday, today

tomorrow

Sunday, March 16, 2025

standing on porch, watching words

 Pain only hurts

When you think about it


Otherwise

Give it no mind

quia ineptum est

            Prorsus credibile est, 

                quia ineptum est*


i've been thinking

about the man from Queens


occupying the Oval Office --

not. much.


*(It is wholly believable, 

because it is incongruous**)

                    (Tertullian, d.240AD, in 

                           De Carne Christi, V, 4)



**out of place, out of keeping, inappropriate, unsuitable, unsuited, not in harmony; discordant, dissonant, conflicting, clashing, jarring, wrong, at odds, in opposition, contrary, contradictory, irreconcilable; strange, odd, absurd, bizarre, off- key, extraneous; informal like a fish out of water, sticking/standing out a mile; rare disconsonant. ANTONYMS  appropriate.  (apple dictionary)

Saturday, March 15, 2025

sometimes, the light


stepping from barn, beyond skiff

shines chapel-zendo window

foggy light through night trees 

from snowbowl shed 

bienvenue

 Maine is really part of Canada 

We touch borders, love the sea

And are embarrassed by the same man

the chill of history

 Beware, 

O American

Caesar


It is

The Ides

Of March


Watch 

Your

Friends

my fallacy

 Everyone is

Writing

Opinion pieces


I have no

Opinion

Therefore


I am

Not

Writing

something runs across porch roof

 There is

Only

God


Here is

Only 

God


At window

Cat

Investigates


Finding

Nothing —

Returns

morning

 Be 

Still

 

Know

This


Am


God

Friday, March 14, 2025

the time of thy visitation

 A.N. Whitehead was mentioned this morning.

This afternoon, this:

Whitehead’s ontology cannot be disjoined from his theory of feelings. The actual occasions ontologically constituting our experience are the elementary processes of concrescence of feelings constituting the stream of our experience, and they throw light on the what and the how of all actual occasions, including those that constitute lifeless material things. This amounts to the panexperientialist claim that the intrinsically related elementary constituents of all things in the universe, from stones to human beings, are experiential. Whitehead writes: “each actual entity is a throb of experience” (1929c [1985: 190]) and “apart from the experiences of subjects there is nothing, nothing, nothing, bare nothingness” (1929c [1985: 167])—an outrageous claim according to some, even when it is made clear that panexperientialism is not the same as panpsychism, because “consciousness presupposes experience, and not experience consciousness” (1929c [1985: 53]).

--Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy 

Good word,  "concrescence" | kənˈkresəns | noun Biology --the coalescence or growing together of parts originally separate.

Is all "matter" capable of experience? (panexperientialism). Does everything material have an element of individual consciousness? (panpsychism).

Is there consideration here of the origin myth that infuses all of matter with divine and creative energy?

We then ask, what does it mean  to say that the universe might be conscious and capable of experience?

Is "democracy" too limited to human beings? Is "communism" too limited? Fascism? Socialism?

Is the environmental movement one step shy of finding a way for the earth, sky, water, and fire of this creation to be represented, not merely by opinion of researchers, but by direct communication with fellow sentient beings?

Have we been too narrow in our understanding? Too insular? Too unimaginative?

Jesus is quoted as saying in Luke 19, King James Version: 

37 And when he was come nigh, even now at the descent of the mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to rejoice and praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works that they had seen;

38 Saying, Blessed be the King that cometh in the name of the Lord: peace in heaven, and glory in the highest.

39 And some of the Pharisees from among the multitude said unto him, Master, rebuke thy disciples.

40 And he answered and said unto them, I tell you that, if these should hold their peace, the stones would immediately cry out.

41 And when he was come near, he beheld the city, and wept over it,

42 Saying, If thou hadst known, even thou, at least in this thy day, the things which belong unto thy peace! but now they are hid from thine eyes.

43 For the days shall come upon thee, that thine enemies shall cast a trench about thee, and compass thee round, and keep thee in on every side,

44 And shall lay thee even with the ground, and thy children within thee; and they shall not leave in thee one stone upon another; because thou knewest not the time of thy visitation.

This is not just about Jesus. This is pointing to something beyond our ordinary understanding.

We've long held that the story of Jesus was one of atoning for sin. But perhaps we've been obtuse. What if the "sin" Christians are so taken with has to do more with failure to understand the whole living universe we dwell upon and within? That we have carved out and ignored 98% of the existing, experiencing, conscious companions in this reality we blithely call the known universe?

That it is mostly unknown?

Unseen?

Unheard?

Unloved? 

a sacramental / refusal to multiply

 At prison this morning, this poem:

Backward Miracle 


    By Kay Ryan


Every once in a while

we need a

backward miracle

that will strip language,

make it hold for

a minute: just the

vessel with the

wine in it—

a sacramental

refusal to multiply,

reclaiming the

single loaf

and the single

fish thereby.


(from Poetry)


And these words by Jay McDaniel.

The seven of us, fully engaged, playfully insightful, and remarkably helpful.

Thursday, March 13, 2025

as the day moves

 Birdseed is birdseed

mud is mud

warm porch is warm porch


now dusk

evening walk taken

door to porch closed

ever into the distance

Was researching MT & LXX (Masoretic Text & Greek Septuagint) with regard to translations of the Hebrew Bible and came upon the following:

One more point before I answer your question head-on. With respect to the page you linked on the significance of Mary's virginity. William Yarchin may think that he has discovered the real reason for the virgin birth, but Luke makes that clear in his gospel. It's not simply a question of the prophesy of Isaiah, it's a question of paternity: Jesus is the son of God like Adam is the son of God, because both have no other father. Whoever wrote that answer on the page you linked clearly has a cursory knowledge of marriage customs, but he's clearly only read the cliff-notes and not the ethnographic studies. The central issue in virginity is ultimately inheritance and who carries on the family line, not women being property or "damaged goods". I'm not saying bride price had no legal significance (but in its conception it is not about the woman being property, though it has become that in various cultures at various points in history), but that significance is completely dwarfed by the issue of inheritance and - in the gospels - paternity. If Mary is not a virgin, then there is little reason to believe (from a first-century standpoint) that her offspring is the Son of God. Whether or not the translation of נערה into Greek is accurate (and for all we know it may have been accurate for the usage of bilingual speakers in Alexandria at the time), the virginity of Mary in the gospels carries a theological significance far beyond the fulfillment of the prophesy of Isaiah.

--Stack Exchange; Biblical Hermeneutics 

Then the word נַעֲרָה in Isaiah: 

נַעֲרָה  (na'aráf (plural indefinite נערותmasculine counterpart נער) [pattern: קַטְלָה

    1. (dated) young woman servant, maid
    2. (Jewish religious law) girl of a transitional age (usually between 12-13 years of age), capable of performing mitzvot, but ineligible for marriage
    3. (Israeli civil law) girl under 17, ineligible for marriage
wiktionary

I'd been looking into book "The Watchers in Jewish and Christian Traditions" by Kelley Coblentz BautchJohn C. Endres S.J.Angela Kim Harkins, Editors.

From Fortress Press website

At the origin of the Watchers tradition is the single enigmatic reference in Genesis 6 to the “sons of God” who had intercourse with human women, producing a race of giants upon the earth. That verse sparked a wealth of cosmological and theological speculation in early Judaism. Here leading scholars explore the contours of the Watchers traditions through history, tracing their development through the Enoch literature, Jubilees, and other early Jewish and Christian writings. This volume provides a lucid survey of current knowledge and interpretation of one of the most intriguing theological motifs of the Second Temple period.

Scholarship has its value in our thought. What is this? Why this? What might it mean?

What does it mean that Adam had no recognizible father? That Jesus had no recognizible father? Neither, other than what-is-called-God?

How do things or beings come to be of themselves? How does creation, the cosmos, all that is, come to be (according to the narrative of our founding mythology) by dint of the energy of the Logos issuing forth from Creator God, Father, Supreme Being?

And where is that utterance today?

What insufficiency forestalls corrective intervention into human flaw and depravity in the realms of war, abuse, cruelty, injustice, or suffering?

What rationale is posited to explain away the erstwhile benevolent divine from the dimension of everyday human discourse and intercourse?

Are we still dependent on the positing of heaven and hell as either reward or punishment for human behavior or mental fabrication?

Or...

Or are our stories obsolete? Have they devolved into obscure mentation? Are we currently bereft of stories but for psychological profiling and DSM-ing one another?

Has once faith handed its satchel over to current fear?

Is anyone watching?

And our stories and our storytellers -- who are they and where do they begin?

And, mirabile dictu -- will the story be one of cheer and quiet appreciation?

Christmas Mail

Cards in each mailbox,
angel, manger, star and lamb,
as the rural carrier,
driving the snowy roads,
hears from her bundles
the plaintive bleating of sheep,
the shuffle of sandals,
the clopping of camels.
At stop after stop,
she opens the little tin door
and places deep in the shadows
the shepherds and wise men,
the donkeys lank and weary,
the cow who chews and muses.
And from her Styrofoam cup,
white as a star and perched
on the dashboard, leading her
ever into the distance,
there is a hint of hazelnut,
and then a touch of myrrh.

 Poem copyright ©2012 by Ted Kooser, 

Or, Ach du meine Güte -- will it cause us to hesitate and speculate?

Abandoned Farmhouse

He was a big man, says the size of his shoes
on a pile of broken dishes by the house;
a tall man too, says the length of the bed
in an upstairs room; and a good, God-fearing man,
says the Bible with a broken back
on the floor below the window, dusty with sun;
but not a man for farming, say the fields
cluttered with boulders and the leaky barn.

A woman lived with him, says the bedroom wall
papered with lilacs and the kitchen shelves
covered with oilcloth, and they had a child,
says the sandbox made from a tractor tire.
Money was scarce, say the jars of plum preserves
and canned tomatoes sealed in the cellar hole.
And the winters cold, say the rags in the window frames.
It was lonely here, says the narrow country road.

Something went wrong, says the empty house
in the weed-choked yard. Stones in the fields
say he was not a farmer; the still-sealed jars
in the cellar say she left in a nervous haste.
And the child? Its toys are strewn in the yard
like branches after a storm—a rubber cow,
a rusty tractor with a broken plow,
a doll in overalls. Something went wrong, they say.

--poem by Ted Kooser, "Abandoned Farmhouse" from Sure Signs: New and Selected Poems. Copyright © 1980

They say that careful listening is also participatory creation.

What do you see?