I’ve come to dislike any anthropomorphic reconstruction or representation of life after death.
I’ll stay with either total annihilation of any resemblance of ‘myself’ — or dissolution of individual energy into the entirety of cosmic energy.
In either case, I might be wrong, but I’ll never know.
Gone, gone, gone beyond, gone completely beyond…
Awake as awareness is, with no distinct individual reflecting self awareness, only awareness itself.