Saturday, November 22, 2025

ich bin hierher gekommen, um allein zu sein

It seems everyone wants to go somewhere to be with others rather than staying alone.

Good for them!

Not me. 

“All of humanity's problems stem from man's inability to sit quietly in a room alone.”     (-Blaise Pascal, Pensées)

And, from Friday Evening Conversation (Thanks, Tina!)


"Oh, Solitude" 

by Henry Purcell  (died 1695)


 (link to song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4LPmpQMgSU


O Solitude

by Henry Purcell

English source: Antoine Girard de Saint-Amant, trans. Katherine Philips 

 

O solitude, my sweetest choice,

Places devoted to the night,

Remote from tumult and from noise,

How ye my restless thoughts delight!


O heav’ns! what content is mine

To see those trees, which have appear’d

From the nativity of time,

And which all ages have rever’d,

To look today as fresh and green

As when their beauties first were seen.


Oh, how agreeable a sight

These hanging mountains do appear,

Which th’ unhappy would invite

To finish all their sorrows here,

When their hard fate makes them endure

Such woes as only death can cure.


Oh, how I solitude adore!

That element of noblest wit,

Where I have learned Apollo’s lore,

Without the pains to study it.


For thy sake I in love am grown

With what thy fancy does pursue;

But when I think upon my own,

I hate it for that reason too,

Because it needs must hinder me

From seeing and from serving thee.


O solitude, oh, how I solitude adore!



_Original French text -_

_Antoine Girard de Saint-Amant (1594-1661)_

_Translated to English -_

_Katherine Philips (1631-1664)

ad maius bonum, sanctus, sanctus, deus sabaoth, ad maius bonum

 Gounod’s Mass of St Cecilia for her feast.

Memory of JFK’s death in Dallas in 1963.

The way we note what has passed by and what continues.

Death and music.

The realization of our violence, the realization of loftier creation.

Don’t bother telling me that an assassinated figure deserved it, not Kennedy, not Khashoggi, not someone with a different opinion than ours. 

May violence not come near you!

Let all the bombs, missiles, automatic weapons, unsheathed knives, poisonous potions, pushed victims into harms way — be done with!

It is not enough to say it is human nature to kill and maim.

It is human nature to rid ourselves of fear and power-lust and convert our darker instincts into kindness and consideration, nurture and nourishing grace.

Don’t tell me it is beyond us!

I don’t believe you.

To be human is to be human-divine,

Sit with that.

Walk with that.

Watch for that.

Amen! 

let me think about it

 If you

Ask me

Morning is

The best time

To wake up


On the other

Hand, if there

Is no me

What is 

Awakening?


Yes, of course 

It is —

What have I

Been

Thinking?

without question, what is here, crossed

 Q: do you love anything?

     A: yes.

Q: what is it?

     A: what is there …

Q: is that a question?

     A: no

stop me…

 …if you’ve heard this one before:

“The caring do not die. The uncaring are as if already dead.” 
(-from the Dhammapada, per Stephen Batchelor, in After Buddhism: Rethinking the Dharma for a Secular Age)

Friday, November 21, 2025

the nativity of time

From tonight’s conversation:


"Don’t let the beauty of your beliefs 

diminish the loveliness of another’s exploration." (wfh)

27 degrees

 Mice and deer

In and out

November cold

Thursday, November 20, 2025

we don’t seem to be there yet

 Good words at Dick Cheney memorial.

I didn’t much like him. Still, good words.


I can’t imagine any good words at trump’s memorial.

I don’t much like him. But, no, no good words.


At some point his insanity will be completely obvious.

Our sanity will take precedence. We’ll take no more.


Once I thought God was protector of poor and weak.

Now I’m not so sure about God, about angels, protection.


No deus ex machina, it’s up to us, all of us

Until decency is practiced and respected, there’s no hope


No help — only ugliness practiced without restraint

Until we understand what understanding requires

turning to

Life, they say, goes on.  

For those still breathing, that is.

The immediacy of it!

"And they, since they 
Were not the one dead, turned to their affairs.”
(--from poem, Out, Out-- by Robert Frost)

The evening meal delayed.

The sister mulled the request. She would not let the doctor cut off her brother’s hand. He'd asked her to promise. 

But it was gone. And he was gone. 

And life, as they say, goes on.

y por eso digo que sí

Perhaps, to try grateful living: 

“The violence that comes from fear is replaced with nonviolence, the rivalry that is based on fear is replaced by trust and cooperation, the greed that is based on fear is replaced by trust that there is enough. All of that is what grateful living teaches you and therefore grateful living has an enormous power not only to change individual lives, but change society. And that is a force we need to harness and make available."

–Br. David Steindl-Rast

Yes, there are jerks and pariahs only interested in power, wealth, and domination -- but I am grateful for the smell of coffee, words about gratitude, my tweed sports jacket, and newsboy Irish cap this World Philosophy Day.

Happy World Philosophy Day, established by UNESCO in 2002 on the third Thursday of November each year to underline "the enduring value of philosophy for human thought, for each culture and each individual.         (--email from Philosphy Talk)

Let’s face it, poetry and philosophy are the contemporary equivalents to the ancient longing for God and beauty once sought in religion, theology, and holy scripture.

This longing is rehabilitated and reinvigorated through the everyday exploration of truth, beauty, and gratitude for the unfolding existence within and beyond mind, within and beyond cosmos, within and beyond the being you are looking through out into the yard.

So, yes!  

vacua quies veri amoris

Yes

(If you find

Yourself there)

Yes


It rises

(The sun

 The sun)

Far and near


As is 

Love

(If you)

Wish

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

walking out of town

 I’ve come to resignation and acceptance that Donald Trump will never pay for any of his crimes or cruelty.

I go on with my life.

Resolved that I will try in my life not to commit crimes or cruelty going forward.

“”Put it down, put it all down” the zen master would tell us.

He was right.

come eat, work will wait

 When I croak

In this deep tub

(No) 

when I soak

In this white tub

I listen to lecture

On modern poetry

At first a skeptic

Frost, Stevens, Pound

Then, softening, small

Ducky staying on edge

Meter and cadence

The boy losing hand dies

Sister stands in apron

Back at kitchen supper cools

peanuts for space

 Turns out they think the 3I/ATLAS will not hit the earth.

And why not? Douglas Adams has an answer:

“Space is big. You just won't believe how vastly, hugely, mind-bogglingly big it is. I mean, you may think it's a long way down the road to the chemist's, but that's just peanuts to space.”

― Douglas Adams, The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy

Good news. 

Good enough for horseshoe players. Good enough for bocci players.

sum esse fui futurus

 Breathing in 

I know

I am 

Breathing in


Breathing out

I know

I am

Breathing out


We come to

Knowing I am

Breathing in

Breathing out


I am

I am

I am

This 


I know

Even if

Not knowing

Is most intimate

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

jamal khashoggi

he was killed and dismembered

trump suggests he deserved it


bin salman is feted at white house

trump suggests he deserves it


those who fail to understand this ugliness

deserve both these men, the shame, and 


degradation

gathering dust

 I apologize

I’ve been crude

I criticized visiting prince

and the king of usa

I should know my place


speak about jesus, or 

muhammad,  krishna or

jacob -- you know, those

beyond reproach, the ideals

we might tithe or prostrate to


instead, these mortal men slither

and swoon across payouts and 

bribes, grifts and criminal smiles

mocking any questioner questioning

their deception, theft, or ugliness --


I apologize

I’m sure my opinion is irrelevant

as is the gospel, koran, gita,  and torah, 

those inconveniences nicely bound

in leather covers, on book shelves, off to side

thinking of you, yes you

 dog snores on rug

two compromised men sit in Oval Office

i'd rather the dog’s company


everything corrupts, is impermanent

truth sours in liars' mouths, still we 

contemplate any path to wisdom


read poets, psalms, pericopes 

inching toward enlightened understanding,

the memory of dear and sweet acquaintances 

protocol

 if you murder

and dismember

a Washington Post

correspondent, we

will welcome you

with gifts and guns

flying munitions pomp

and circumstance

because . . . we don’t

care . . . we’re hollow

and diseased -- welcome

stepping off sidewalk

don’t look back, Satchel Paige said

good advice

the past is never what we remember

the past is a different dimension


somewhere off in a different direction;

on 70th street and 20th avenue Hershkowitz

grocery next to Archie’s soda shop

just down from Mr. Epstein’s tailor’s


I remember Jane walking by to subway

just that, she was tall, I was unconscious

high school years, our universe was

a square block beyond which -- the void

branches waver, cars climb hill

 Licks her paw

Looks out open window

Screen at nose


Wants breakfast

Sun slants

Deer across road


Man complicates

With lies

Arising moening

wholeness, particular and universal, without borders

Take inanity out of Christianity.

Begin to explore ‘Christ’ without ‘ianity’

Tell me what you arrive at

Monday, November 17, 2025

best line in a netflix limited series

 “The only time I don’t have to pee is when I am peeing.” (—elderly man in series ‘The Beast in Me’)

connoisseurship

We’ve got to admire taste, however bitter, when we see it. 

There is an art of dodging, evasion, chicanery, subterfuge, and mendacity.

We are regaled with the best this current administration has to offer.

Time will go by.

Perhaps we’ll laugh at the canvas depicting the close call we survived.

Perhaps we’ll mourn and weep and lament the collapsed sculpture, the destruction, de-effectuation, disappearance, and catastrophized rubble.

Sunday, November 16, 2025

snippets

1.


We’ve not known in this country someone like our chief executive. 

Now we do.

In Maine there’s this saying, “Hard telling, not knowing.”


2.


When Christ finally realized there was no one to save him, he stood before Pilate, a bloody representation of this truth.

Then he was killed.

When we realize this truth, we say, “Nah, not me."

We’re not killed, maybe, but something more intriguing. We glean what Christian means. And walk away.


3.


If eternal means only now, no time, then now is only what God is, only what life is. 

desultory

 Some call

These wanderings

Spontaneous


Others 

That it is

Being lost


Unfocused

Disconnected 

Without enthusiasm 


Rain

slowly arriving 

dawn 

come no further

 It’s not prayer

But I pray


The way break

Lights follow car


Always ready

To swell stop

before rain

 Last night

Final pee

Yellow-green eyes


Just beyond

Enclosure fence

Woman put Apple peals


I wave

Dog unphased

Late night snack