Saturday, February 21, 2026

“being”

 Is

Everything

Listened

To

mindfulness and silence

 Is

Being

Listened

To

correspondence

 Is

Being

Listened

To

conversation

 Is

Being

Listened

To

contemplation

 Is

Being

Listened

To

Friday, February 20, 2026

community

 Is

Being


Listened

To

leave that place

 Right there

in transparent yellow prayer flag

ascent from hades

getting the hell out of there


Christmas circle

stepping into Lent

the expanse of birth

death and beyond

even the gipper will see through tears

 Yes. We have

No integrity

In White House


None in department

of justice, homeland

Security, commerce.


Treasury, national

Intelligence, hhs,

Anywhere he touches —


We are bereft

Legs crushed

Under rubble


Spirits deeply

Wounded, minds

Shattered glass —


But not defeated

Stunned, but 

Not defeated —


Someone nears

Will head-butt

Smug face, cuff


Hands behind back

Frog-walk through

Debris of lies


A broken yet brave

Revival of decency

Erasing smirk and snarl —


Why not believe in

Such an outcome

Taking back the flag


The trust in truth

Unlocking front doors —

Mourning in America 

Thursday, February 19, 2026

looming extolling

 I’ve taken up

broom strolling


given up

doom scrolling


happy to sweep

away absurd people


to praise what appears

to extoll lingering grace

get free

 Disregulation

Brrrr

Quick

Hold me


Stop me

From shaking

(Thanks Mandy)

We need to


Close ambiguous

Grief (thanks

Brianna)

We need


To learn

To breathe

Again

Yes, so much


Insanity —

It’s their

Depraved

Abnormality


Not yours —

Get free

hashem

      Hashem (Hebrew: הַשֵּׁם⁩‎ haššēm, literally "the name"; often abbreviated to ה׳‎ [h′]) is a title used in Judaism to refer to God.  -Wikipedia

Dementia

Nothing going on


I’ve forgotten

Your name


That makes sense

Late for introductions


Let me just give you

What I don’t have


Your name

Fully pronounced

el flujo no cambia, solo distribuye una vista.

 If there is only God

what is it we experience

that seems so not God?


These men and women

so seemingly not God

seem to run the world


But if there is only God

what are we experiencing --

the not God -- if not evil


(profoundly immoral and 

wicked) -- those living

illusory, self-obsessed lives;


this time of lent and ramadan

the invitation of One and One

Alone -- losing what-is-not


for 

what-is-

good

'tawhid' (توحيد)

 I awake at 2AM with the word “Tawhid” being pronounced in mind.

Tawhid,[a][b] literally "to unite" or "to make one"[2], refers to the principle of monotheism in Islam.[3] It is the religion's central and single most important concept, upon which a Muslim's entire religious adherence rests. It unequivocally holds that God is indivisibly one (ahad) and single (wahid).[4][5]

Tawhid constitutes the foremost article of the Muslim profession of submission.[6] The first part of the Islamic declaration of faith (shahada) is the declaration of belief in the oneness of God.[4] To attribute divinity to anything or anyone else, is considered shirk, which is an unpardonable sin unless repented afterwards, according to the Qur'an.[7][8] Muslims believe that the entirety of the Islamic teaching rests on the principle of tawhid.[9]

From an Islamic standpoint, there is an uncompromising nondualism at the heart of the Islamic beliefs (aqida) that is seen as distinguishing Islam from other major religions.[10]

The Quran teaches the existence of a single and absolute truth that transcends the world, a unique, independent and indivisible being that is independent of all of creation.[11]God, according to Islam, is a universal God, rather than a local, tribal or parochial one and is an absolute that integrates all affirmative values.[7]

Islamic intellectual history can be understood as a gradual unfolding of the manner in which successive generations of believers have understood the meaning and implications of professing tawhid. Islamic scholars have different approaches toward understanding it. Islamic scholastic theologyjurisprudencephilosophySufism, and even the Islamic understanding of natural sciences to some degree, all seek to explain at some level the principle of tawhid.[12]

Chapter 112 of the Qur'an, titled al-Ikhlas, reads:

 
 قُلْ هُوَ ٱللَّهُ أَحَدٌۭ 
 ٱللَّهُ ٱلصَّمَدُ 
 لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ 
 وَلَمْ يَكُن لَّهُۥ كُفُوًۭا أَحَدٌۭ 
 

Translation:

 
 "Say, He is Allah—One; 
 Allah—the Sustainer. 
 He has never had offspring, nor was He born. 
 And there is none comparable to Him."

Etymology

The word 'tawhid' (توحيد), which means "He asserted, or declared, God to be one", is derived from the Arabic root 'wahhada' (واحدة), which means "to unite" or "to make one".[2][13] This term signifies the belief in absolute oneness and uniqueness of God.[14] This reflects the struggle of monotheism against polytheism.[15][16]

—wikipedia 

 It must be the hovering spirit of Ramadan come visiting.

Elsewise. . .

My mouth hurts. I look forward to its not hurting.

On the other hand, it’s only pain.

Fresh air through open window pleases.

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

because i know i shall not know

making an ash of myself

burning down old edifice 


you ask if God cares 

about renunciation


I say I don’t think so

God is non-attachment


nothing there

to hang anything on


everything has fallen away

if anything other than 


our projections were ever

attached to God -- no, you


can’t care for what is not there

only for what is


wood stove ashes of trees gone by

from bowl to finger to forehead


some words improvised 

the touch, recollection


former formal times liturgical

now impromptu passing touch


all the mountain trees standing

in snow, glad, in sun, letting go


into glad beings hiking with ski poles

dog burying face, staring, listening


this rejection of belief, claim, course

of action, right, title, contract, obligation


all gone to ash

gone to momento mori


this flagrant non-attachment

ground scattered with pale gray ash


remembering to forget it all

one instant through another

seven dogs, three cats

 I bow

At tree

With cross


Four-leggeds

Cemetery by

Brook bridge


Poke brass bell

Butterflying from 

Branch, liturgy


Under snow under

Ground, they are

Imagination’s nave


Once they crossed

Double waters up

To spinnaker's Ragged


Climb, mountain

Backyard, the joy

Companioning hikes


Broken bench

Broken plastic chairs —

Unbroken “Peace” aloft

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

finding of fact

 No space

No time


Space is time

As time is space


Forget allegory

Find fact

it feels and presents them—nothing more

 Listening to Will Durant writing about Benedetto Croce (1866-1952) while walking island path up toward spinnaker on lovely snow-deep Ragged Mountain this afternoon with Enso the good dog.

3. What is Beauty?

Croce came to philosophy from historical and literary studies; and it was natural that his philosophic interest should be deeply colored by the problems of criticism and esthetics. His greatest book is his Esthetic (1902). He prefers art to metaphysics and to science: the sciences give us utility but the arts give us beauty; the sciences take us away from the individual and the actual, into a world of increasingly mathematical abstractions, until (as in Einstein) they issue in momentous conclusions of no practical importance; but art takes us directly to the particular person and the unique fact, to the philosophical universal intuited in the form of the concrete individual. “Knowledge has two forms: it is either intuitive knowledge or logical knowledge; knowledge obtained through the imagination or knowledge obtained through the intellect; knowledge of the individual or knowledge of the universal; of individual things or of the relations between them; it is the production either of images or of concepts.” The origin of art, therefore, lies in the power of forming images. “Art is ruled uniquely by the imagination, Images are its only wealth. It does not classify objects, it does not pronounce them real or imaginary, does not qualify them, does not define them; it feels and presents them—nothing more.” Because imagination precedes thought, and is necessary to it, the artistic, or image-forming activity of the mind is prior to the logical, concept-forming, activity. Man is an artist as soon as he imagines, and long before he reasons.

Croce prefers art to metaphysics and to science: the sciences give us utility but the arts give us beauty. The origin of art lies in the power of forming images and not concepts. The image-forming activity of the mind is prior to the logical, concept-forming, activity.

The great artists understood the matter so. “One paints not with the hands but with the brain,” said Michelangelo; and Leonardo wrote: “The minds of men of lofty genius are most active in invention when they are doing the least external work.” Everybody knows the story told of da Vinci, that when he was painting the “Last Supper,” he sorely displeased the Abbot who had ordered the work, by sitting motionless for days before an untouched canvas; and revenged himself for the importunate Abbot’s persistent query—When would he begin to work?—by using the gentleman as an unconscious model for the figure of Judas.  
(-- from Chapter X Section 2.3 from the book THE STORY OF PHILOSOPHY by WILL DURANT. The  contents are from the 1933 reprint)

Seems right -- to feel and present. 

No rational argument. No calculated or conditioned elaboration of a point of view intended to overwhelm someone’s conclusions to correspond with your slant of persuasion.

Rather, to feel and present. 

To intuit the whole of one’s life and past while navigating the moments and molecules of a quietly passing geography of now.

We are artists until we think we should be something else, do something else to justify our existence in the eyes of mechanical pragmatic witnesses. And then we grow old. A nostalgia for the person we always were overwhelms us. Maybe resentment. Perhaps blame. A spate of what could have been.

Forget about it!

Feel now.

Present now.

You are the blank page, the empty canvas, the mute flute, the silent spacious vista, the deep inner space, the cavernous dance floor.

Go ahead...there’s nothing more to think about. 

out for the count

 in prison yesterday

wondering if Jesus 


has any juice in

world today


man thinks yes

calls it ‘within christianity’


no regalia, ritual, title --

just the feel of faith inside


looking out at the unfeeling 

structures and politics


those wanting to use the christ

for their portfolio, their resumé


he feels what he says, makes no

big claims, no triumphal BS


scratches his service dog-in-training

with her mohawk ridge on head


in library federal holiday Monday

talking as respecting conversationalists


as our lives pass one another

pausing in fond inquiry together 

¿puedes ver lo que yo veo?

Jackson, Duvall, Jurgensen

these deaths


civil rights leader, actor,

quarterback


Jesse, Robert,

Sonny


 close their eyes

 rest their eyes


no longer needing

to see what we see

downsliding february toward march

To think we matter

Else, why think


If we don’t think

It doesn’t matter


Some say thought

Builds the world


Others just look at you

Mindless 
 

As these days

Pass without thought


I cannot find 
 
A world to dwell in 
 

Hanging on to eaves

A melting icicle


The hard cold respite

Dripping each disappearance 

bon, nuit

 good

knows no

night


“good night”


night 

knows only

good

Monday, February 16, 2026

i’m glad for you vickor frankl

 I find myself absurd

Whatever you think,

No need to think well of me


No one cares 

Excepting one who cares

Whatever their name


I breathe in

I breathe out

Absurdly 

is me

 Gordon Lightfoot’s first verse could be about dementia, the ghosting mind.

If you could read my mind, love

What a tale my thoughts could tell

Just like an old time movie

'Bout a ghost from a wishin' well

In a castle dark or a fortress strong

With chains upon my feet

You know that ghost is me

And I will never be set free

As long as I'm a ghost, you can't see

(—from  If You Could Read My Mind, Song by Gordon Lightfoot ‧ 1970)

As we disappear.

Mind staying inside itself.

Hauntingly.

there’s no need to prolong this conversation

 do you want to know who I am?

        yes, who are you?


I don’t know.

        oh, well, then . .  .


do you still want to know who I am?

        no, no longer.


good, then that’s settled.

        on second thought, who are you?


I am, I am, (oh dear) I don’t know . . .

        right! thank you! thank you!

Sunday, February 15, 2026

get me a map

 I’m thinking

Of becoming

An American


Does anyone

Know where

America is?

how do you get to carnegie hall

 just because they

are hateful


doesn’t change

loving care


it does make 

love 


something 

to practice


so, do so --

practice love


hate doesn’t know

what to do


with

love

prolixity, 864,500 (all those thousands of miles) diameter in frozen slice of water

 Some bird calls

Two and two and two


As our sun-star clings

To icicle off eaves


Non-local 93 million 

Miles and inches


Outside morning window

Behind bamboo shade


While riding road through

Shudder breeze climbing sluice


Up toward Hope this Sunday 

Between Ragged and Bald

second-hand sweeping ‘round

 When I sat

With the dying


It occurred to me

How little it mattered


What anybody

Thought


So I didn’t —

Think


Just sat

Empty-minded


As one would

Watch finch


At feeder

Drop seed shell


And sometimes

Seed itself

you unlearn something every day

 Who knew?

Psychology says the reason older people stop caring isn’t apathy—

it’s actually the highest form of self-awareness

Who cares?

How ‘bout that?