Saturday, May 04, 2019

feign and feint

Let’s declare politics anathema.

There might not be a thing of value to the people remaining in politics.

Cynicism, sarcasm, and tedium overwhelm us.

Then listen to right wing radio.

No end to it.

Friday, May 03, 2019

dominus tecum

Be still...
The greatest revelation is stillness. (Lao Tzu)
and know. 

Thursday, May 02, 2019

louie, louie

Painting of empty bench by water.

Impressionist sweep of colors.

Blank card.

We write:
I don't have to look for you.
I know where you are.
You're right here, within me.
For Karin.

At Louie's death. 

לְהַשְׂכִּ֔יל

to make [one] wise,  לְהַשְׂכִּ֔יל  (le·has·kil,)

As though a tree or its fruit could make us wise.

As if the wood of a cross could kill us forever.

As if it were possible a hangman’s noose hanging from a limb could eliminate someone feared or hated.

As foolish as it sounds — as if speaking words at a wooden table -- of inauthentic protection of an unpleasant and unethical man — could diminish or explain away the dangerous deception of an untrustworthy precedent.

We are only made wise by recognizing, embodying, transforming, and transcending with humility the rancid reality exposed before us

Wednesday, May 01, 2019

behind barr's

The book will be "When the US was Trumped."

James Comey's essay will be the lead chapter.

Tuesday, April 30, 2019

a way that we can live connected

Reading Richard Rohr:
Heaven Now
The Eternal Now
Tuesday, April 30, 2019

Jesus’ primary metaphors for the Eternal Now are “the kingdom of God” and “the kingdom of heaven.” He is not talking about a far-off celestial heaven. “Look around you, look at the fields; already they are ready for harvest! Already the reaper is being paid his wages, already he is bringing in the grain for eternal life, and thus sower and reaper rejoice together” (John 4:35-36, Jerusalem Bible). Notice that Jesus says already three times. He is trying to tell us that there is a way that we can live connected to the Real and to the Eternal in this world. That path is surrendering to the here-and-now, whatever it offers us. We might just call this “the will of God,” yet it feels like nothing, like nowhere (now-here), and still it is where everything always happens to us. So be sure to be here now—and not somewhere else! If our minds or hearts are elsewhere, nothing really happens to us that matters or lasts.
 
Nondual knowing is learning how to live satisfied in the naked now, which some called “the sacrament of the present moment.” This consciousness will teach us how to actually experience our experiences, whether good, bad, or ugly, and how to let them transform us. Words by themselves divide and judge the moment; pure presence lets it be what it is, as it is.
(--Richard Rohr's Daily Meditation) 
As thinks are reinterpreted and evolve!

Monday, April 29, 2019

neither birth nor death

Only mind.

Only awareness. 
The fundamental teaching of Buddhism is nothing but the doctrine of One Mind. This Mind is originally perfect and vastly illuminating. It is clear and pure, containing nothing, not even fine dust. There is neither delusion nor enlightenment, neither birth nor death, neither saints nor sinners.
- Han-Shan Te-Ch’ing   (Dailyzen)
Only you and me.

Even after I depart. 

We remain.

Sunday, April 28, 2019

a bodily quality

The thought occurs during shikantaza: "Being what I am becoming."

Then, later, Thomas Aquinas:
Ad decimum dicendum, quod Deus dicitur omnem intellectus nostri formam subterfugere, non quin aliqua forma nostri intellectus ipsum aliquo modo repraesentet; sed quia nulla eum repraesentat perfecte. 
10. God is said to elude every form of our intellect, not because there is no form of our intellect that can represent Him at all, but because there is no form that can represent Him perfectly. 
Ad undecimum dicendum, quod ratio quam significat nomen, est definitio, ut dicitur IV Metaph.; et ideo illud est nomen proprie alicuius rei cuius significatum est definitio; et quia, ut dictum est, nulla ratio significata per nomen definit ipsum Deum, nullum nomen a nobis impositum est proprie nomen eius, sed est proprie nomen creaturae, quae definitur ratione significata per nomen; et tamen ista nomina quae sunt creaturarum nomina, Deo attribuuntur, secundum quod in creaturis aliqualiter similitudo eius repraesentatur. 
11. As is said in the Metaphysics: “An intelligible character signified by a noun is a definition. Hence, the name of a thing is proper if its meaning is its definition. Now, since no intelligible character signified by a name defines God Himself, no name we apply to God is proper to Him. It is proper rather to the creature defined by the character signified by the name. These names, though the names of creatures, are attributed to God, however, in so far as a likeness of Him is found in some way in creatures. 
Ad duodecimum dicendum, quod scientia quae Deo attribuitur, non est qualitas; et praeterea qualitas quantitati adveniens, est qualitas corporalis, non qualitas spiritualis, sicut est scientia. 
17. The knowledge attributed to God is not a quality. Furthermore, a quality that follows upon quantity is a bodily quality—not a spiritual quality, as knowledge is. 

(from, ARTICLE I This question treats of knowledge, and in the first article we ask: Is there knowledge in God? [ARTICLE S.T., I, 14, 1; I Sent., 35, 1; C.G. I, 44; XII Metaph., lect. 8, n. 2542 seq.; lect. 11, n. 2600 seq.; Comp. Theol., I, cc. 28-3 2.], Thomas Aquinas, Question Two, God's Knowledge)
 Monks chant Compline.

Day is done.

Saturday, April 27, 2019

all things

 Where do you begin?
It is our human nature that beckons to discover within ourselves the whole
human world and also the entire reality. We are constitutively open — not
only because the whole universe can penetrate us, but also because we can
permeate all of reality. Anima quodammodo omnia (the human soul is, in a
certain way, all things) said the scholastics, repeating Aristotle.
(--from Preface, Intrareligious Dialogue, by Raimon Panikkar)
Where do you end?

And what is the middle ...

behold what is becoming what is to be

Why did Jesus die?
"Christ is the ideal of humanity become existent." (In, The Essence of Christianity, by Ludwig Feuerbach)
To embody, transform, transcend, and make real the new revelation that God is becoming what we are becoming.

What we are becoming is within us to be.

Behold what is within without!

Friday, April 26, 2019

cancelling

There is a dangerous uncertainty threatening our country.

Dangerous rhetoric from the chief executive.

Makes me ask — Is there any voice, any person, any corrective to the inflammatory, threatening, intimidating man posturing sole dominance and crude accrual of cynical rule in our shaky democracy?

Or has our time come? That time ending representative democracy and acceding to the will of a dominant minority?

Remembering.

Arnold Toynbee.

Signs of a collapse.

The end of America.

Given away by the people.

A television show.

Cancelled.

Thursday, April 25, 2019

see through everything

Christ is the ground below us and the sky above us.

Jesus is one within earth and sky who realized and embodied each and all.

No separation now existed.

Where God is Christ is. Where Christ is Jesus is.

Where God is Christ is Jesus is you and I are.

The death event to separateness is the resurrection into new form of embodiment.

Some call it family, some community, some reality.

Some say it's name is consciousness, awareness, mind.

Our Buddhist friends say:
The pure wondrous dharmakaya of Amitabha Buddha is everywhere in the mind ground of all sentient beings. Thus it is said: “Mind, buddha, sentient beings: these three are no different.” It is also said: “Mind is buddha, buddha is mind. Outside of the mind there is no buddha. Outside of buddha there is no mind.”-    (--T’aego)   
Today is Easter Thursday. 

See through everything!

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

now this

This is what is now.

Now is what is this.

Tuesday, April 23, 2019

easter tuesday

I understand the form of government in the United States is changing from a democratic republic to an autocratic dictatorship.

That's just peachy.

 Now every citizen antagonistic to such change will have to travel to Washington DC to stand in protest until the offending parties to such a change are brought to their senses and relent their obtuseness and obstruction.

Citizens protesting will, of course, be fired upon, wounded and killed.

But they will prevail.

The offending president, senators, and sycophant hacks surrounding them will be taken down by a fierce battle between the know-nothing rump purists and the democracy infused revolutionaries supporting constitutional law and representative governance.

But for tonight, listening to compline in Maine from monks in France, I pull up covers.

And soon will fall asleep.

Christ is rising!

Monday, April 22, 2019

on and on

We talk of suicide after spaghetti and homemade sauce.

It is Earth Day.

It is Easter Monday.
Who says poets are so enthralled with mountains?
Mountains, mountains, mountains
I've raved on and on,
And they're still clamoring for attention.
If I climb an hour, I need to rest for three.
When your desk is piled full,
You just can't add anything more,
And when your withered stomach is full,
Who can keep eating?
So what good's even a faint scrap of mist or
Kingfisher-green?
I'll wrap it all up, send the whole bundle off
To my city friends.                    -- 
Yang Wan-li (1127-1206) (DailyZen)

Sunday, April 21, 2019

as you do to everyone

Haiku for Trappist monk after telling me he continues his cancer treatment tomorrow:

How do you treat cancer?
By smiling
                    At it
As you do to everyone
 Viele Gut!

easter calculus

Yes

they said

after a while

even though

they knew

no

was first

to their mind

Saturday, April 20, 2019

beyond and gone

Since Fr. Robert's death sixteen months ago, there are no Good Friday poems exchanged.

Here's a Holy Saturday one:

...
no knock
floor waited Thursday
morning after vigil  
zazen in dark
getting up, leaving -- 
Friday morning, as four
slid into five, breathing 
sudden familiar
bam, bam on wood platform --
Saturday, having arrived
forty five minutes too early, 
after hearing lamentations, after
ancient homily -- not 
staying around to listen
getting up, beyond and gone --
...

Cheer up, Robert, things have gotten worse!

The gusty wind is a welcome howl.

by becoming them

Richard Rohr’s words while walking upper road at Trappist monastery:
I believe God loves things by becoming themGod loves things by uniting with them, not by excluding them. Through the act of creation, God manifested the eternally out-flowing Divine Presence into the physical and material world. Ordinary matter is the hiding place for Spirit and thus the very Body of God. Honestly, what else could it be, if we believe—as orthodox Jews, Christians, and Muslims do—that “one God created all things”? Since the very beginning of time, God’s Spirit has been revealing its glory and goodness through the physical creation. So many of the Psalms assert this, speaking of “rivers clapping their hands” and “mountains singing for joy.” When Paul wrote, “There is only Christ. He is everything and he is in everything” (Colossians 3:11), was he a naïve pantheist or did he really understand the full implication of the Gospel of Incarnation? 
God seems to have chosen to manifest the invisible in what we call the “visible,” so that all things visible are the revelation of God’s endlessly diffusive spiritual energy. Once a person recognizes that, it is hard to ever be lonely in this world again.
Disappearing into what is here.

something strange is happening

One doesn't tire of these words.
The Lord's descent into the underworld 
Something strange is happening - there is a great silence on earth today, a great silence and stillness. The whole earth keeps silence because the King is asleep. The earth trembled and is still because God has fallen asleep in the flesh and he has raised up all who have slept ever since the world began. God has died in the flesh and hell trembles with fear. 
He has gone to search for our first parent, as for a lost sheep. Greatly desiring to visit those who live in darkness and in the shadow of death, he has gone to free from sorrow the captives Adam and Eve, he who is both God and the son of Eve. The Lord approached them bearing the cross, the weapon that had won him the victory. At the sight of him Adam, the first man he had created, struck his breast in terror and cried out to everyone: "My Lord be with you all." Christ answered him: "And with your spirit." He took him by the hand and raised him up, saying: "Awake, O sleeper, and rise from the dead, and Christ will give you light." 
I am your God, who for your sake have become your son. Out of love for you and for your descendants I now by my own authority command all who are held in bondage to come forth, all who are in darkness to be enlightened, all who are sleeping to arise. I order you, O sleeper, to awake. I did not create you to be held a prisoner in hell. 
Rise from the dead, for I am the life of the dead. Rise up, work of my hands, you who were created in my image. Rise, let us leave this place, for you are in me and I am in you; together we form only one person and we cannot be separated. For your sake I, your God, became your son; I, the Lord, took the form of a slave; I, whose home is above the heavens, descended to the earth and beneath the earth. For your sake, for the sake of man, I became like a man without help, free among the dead. For the sake of you, who left a garden, I was betrayed to the Jews in a garden, and I was crucified in a garden. 
See on my face the spittle I received in order to restore to you the life I once breathed into you. See there the marks of the blows I received in order to refashion your warped nature in my image. On my back see the marks of the scourging I endured to remove the burden of sin that weighs upon your back. See my hands, nailed firmly to a tree, for you who once wickedly stretched out your hand to a tree. 
I slept on the cross and a sword pierced my side for you who slept in paradise and brought forth Eve from your side. My side has healed the pain in yours. My sleep will rouse you from your sleep in hell. The sword that pierced me has sheathed the sword that was turned against you. 
Rise, let us leave this place. The enemy led you out of the earthly paradise. I will not restore you to that paradise, but I will enthrone you in heaven. I forbade you the tree that was only a symbol of life, but see, I who am life itself am now one with you. I appointed cherubim to guard you as slaves are guarded, but now I make them worship you as God. The throne formed by cherubim awaits you, its bearers swift and eager. The bridal chamber is adorned, the banquet is ready, the eternal dwelling places are prepared, the treasure houses of all good things lie open. The kingdom of heaven has been prepared for you from all eternity. 
---
(From an ancient second century homily given on Holy Saturday by Bishop Melito of Sardis, read at vigils this morning at Trappist monastery)