Monday, October 27, 2025

nominalism, a mere spectre

Dystopian states

Of America


Go ahead, tell me

How dystopia is not


Our new

De-nominalism


Replacing

Anything actual

…   …   …



dystopia

noun

dys·​to·​pia (ˌ)dis-ˈtō-pē-ə 
1
: an imagined world or society in which people lead wretched, dehumanized, fearful lives
There's almost a flavor of science fiction to the scenes Chilson describes, as though he were giving us a glimpse into a 21st-century dystopia of mad egoism and hurtling hulks of metal.—Adam Goodheart
Over the course of the movie, the late-60's ideal of togetherness turns into a dystopia of violence, revulsion and finally death.—John Leland
2
writing a dystopia
… leaping across the century to the 1990's to attempt a dystopia about the disintegration of Australian democracy into startling, irreversible despotism.—Pearl K. Bellhttps://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/dystopia

reimagining eden

 I forgive you

For not being me


But can I forgive myself

For not being you


Each falling yellow leaf

Finds itself in the falling

Sunday, October 26, 2025

facts of life

I might not see dawn

Momento mori

I might not see midnight

rapture them, why not

 I’m not afraid of Donald Trump

I’m afraid of all the people who

Love him without a shred of sense


There are no christians in America

Just folks who attend church and say

They love Jesus, wouldn’t you know

que dieu nous sauve

 It becomes too difficult 

to read domestic news


so I read myself, skim

the parts where I act like


an ass, mock everyone, go

on to say Va te faire foutre


cut spending that might help folks

bomb boats off foreign countries


call former presidents morons

deny being a sexual assault guy


I skim these parts, they are fake

and I am the savior of the world


as soon as everyone accepts this

we will be great again; what a 


wonderful time to be alive

what a grand person I am


(we interrupt this non-news to

bring you new swag to buy)


but first, a prayer: Que Dieu nous 

sauve des ivrognes et des imbéciles!

one is not; one brings forth

 A psychic channeling Jesus is saying “When one is not enlightened then one brings forth darkness.”

I know, I know... psychics channeling are an acquired taste. I was passing by, and settled to stop a minute here.

Which could easily be a sentence uttered by any of the ascendent masters referenced in her speaking.

We are all passing by in particular forms.

Earlier I walked the mountain with Ensõ. Yellow leaves were falling abundantly as we ascended beyond our two plank bridges over dry forked brook.

It is the final Sunday for ski lift rides to top of Ragged Mountain. Twenty years ago I’d hike the ascent. Today I’m pleased just to remember.

Which is what I feel about Jesus.

It's like an old friendship that has fallen like a leaf from seasons gone by. It was there, then, earth took it back. It still decomposes and reintegrates, deconstructs and reconstitutes into new forms of creative incarnation and unexpected reappearance.

It is through such darkness of understanding that my every night and every morning goes and comes.

It’s a good enough hike.

A good enough lift. 

A good enough changing from my Irish fedora to my Polish watch cap as eggs cook and water heats for chai tea, cat on lap, dog on rug, New York Times on red futon cover.

nada como esto

 Once

Or twice

I was

Fooled


Thinking

The inner

Was

The outer


God

What was

Seen and

Felt


But such

Inner/outer

Outer/inner

Insuperability


Was only

The name of

God, not

You


The failure to

Overcome the

Difficulty with

Which you are


I learned we

Don’t want God

We want to say

We want God


Calling the name

Of God instead of

Looking beyond

Sound to the


Nothing there

Without echo

Lightless listening

Empty emptiness


It seems we don’t 

Want God

We want the echo

Our own voice


Hitting off

Something

Insuperable

Satisfying —


God not being

There

Without a 

Sound


(Call it)

Nothing

Like

This

Saturday, October 25, 2025

with one exception

 When the former Boston

Red Sox pitcher threw batting practice

I smacked the ball silly

bad bounce

 I remember playing baseball

I had no arm, was slow on the bases

End of story

becoming all things

I know, it’s little bizarre. I do the dishes listening to Thomas of Aquinas by G.K. Chesterton. I’m trying to make up for not paying attention to the History of Philosophy courses I took undergraduate in the 1960s. He contrasts Francis of Assisi (1181-1226) and Dominic de Guzmán (1170-1221). Thomas Aquinas (1225-1274), it says in Wikipedia:

...was a proponent of natural theology and the father of a school of thought (encompassing both theology and philosophy) known as Thomism. He argued that God is the source of the light of natural reason and the light of faith.[9] He embraced[10]several ideas put forward by Aristotle and attempted to synthesize Aristotelian philosophy with the principles of Christianity.[11] He has been described as "the most influential thinker of the medieval period"[12] and "the greatest of the medieval philosopher-theologians".[13] Thomas Aquinas's philosophy influenced modern virtue ethics, aesthetics, and cognitive theory. He has been criticized, notably by Bertrand Russell, for seeking to justify conclusions already dictated by faith rather than follow reason independently.   

Finishing the dishes, brewing coffee, feeding the cats and preparing dog’s bowl. While still listening, sitting now, I read from article HEIDEGGER’S BEING AND TIME, Paraphrased and Annotated by Thomas Sheehan: 

INTRODUCTION

Heidegger’s point here is the basic one of the phenomenological correlation, namely that I ex-sist in an a priori reciprocal relation (cf. reci-proci-tas, “back-and-forth”) with whatever I encounter. As the young Heidegger put it, 

 

An object is an object only as an object of knowledge, and knowledge is knowledge only as knowledge of an object. No object without a subject, and no subject without an object. 

 

However, that relation is not one of an indifferent subject bumping up against a neutral object. It is one of reciprocity. Within the phenomenological correlation things can affect me—whether physically, affectively, or intellectually—only because as I am actively disposed to being affected by them. I a priori transcend any supposed self-enclosed interiority and lay myself open to people and things, allowing them to affect me. In other words, the phenomenological correlation is bound up with the mind as actively intentional, that is, with the fact that, in Aquinas’ phrase, the mind “is made to come together with all entities,” glossing Aristotle’s “the psychē is in some way all things.” 

 

For Heidegger there is no “inside” to ex-sistence-qua-mind. If anything, it is the reverse: my “inside” consists in being “outside” (Draußensein), exposed to and able to make sense of things other than myself. The mind is not a static substance but the constant activity of minding things. 

 

Nor is it a passive receptacle of data (even worse, a receptacle inside my head). That is the view Sartre parodied as “digestive epistemology,” the nutritional model of knowledge where “to know is to eat.” Hungry for nourishment, my mind allegedly sallies forth into the world to snatch prey (think of the chameleon’s projectile tongue darting out to snare a bug), which it then drags back into the stomach of consciousness to be steeped in gastric juices and peristaltically reduced to mental mulch that gets absorbed into the muscles and sinews of my mind. 

 

The human psychē is not a mental stomach; it is our power to contact what is other than ourselves and to be in touch with ourselves as related to whatever we contact. We do so not by magically transubstantiating “outside things” into “mental images” that get stored inside our minds. Nor (pace Aristotle’s ginesthai) do we physically become what we know. Instead, we assimilate ourselves to the intelligible content of the encountered other—for Aristotle the eidos, for Heidegger the Gehaltsinn—by conforming ourselves to the significance that we take the thing to have within a specific meaning-giving context. Aristotle’s “becoming all things” refers to participating cognitively in the meaningful presence of whatever we encounter.  (p.10)


That, and listening to Chris Hedges interview Whitney Webb,  The Rise of the Thielverse & the Surveillance State   (w/ Whitney Webb) | The Chris Hedges Report, while eating scrambled eggs with apple cider bread, rounds out Saturday morning in late October.


Thomas Aquinas, Martin Heidegger, and Chris Hedges are of a piece encouraging reflective thought and engaged curiosity about our existence, our world, and the rupturing fissures destabilizing our foundational reliance on ways of being commensurate with rational, intuitive, and morally considerate being-in-the-world.


Some have said that democracy was always creeping toward oligarchy and authoritarianism. 


Corporations are now persons, and, some say, the poor will be relegated to slave labor and prisons. The United States will belong, again, to white people of means. Black, Brown, and Red people will be detained, corralled, and deported. White Christian Nationalists have usurped Jesus and associated him with prosperity, wealth, and moral rectitude.


I study and read so as to maintain a remnant of sanity and thoughtfulness. I read and write poetry so as to explore and be explored by that which is beneath and within that which appears before us. I sit and watch in silence and quiet so as to allow the inner and the outer to rest in one another’s presence.


In short, I do not like what I see and hear taking place in America these days. (So what? you might say; suck it up and get on with it!)


You might be right. Displeasure or anger, fear or antagonism are luxury responses, which, in the face of authoritarianism and police threat, might prove inhospitable to remnant freedom and independence lingering.


So we attempt to comprehend "Aristotle’s words, to 'becoming all things' [which] refers to participating cognitively in the meaningful presence of whatever we encounter."


There is no one alive whom I am not.


What is it about me as Trump that is so unnerving?


What am I, really, trying to learn?

post-theology, post-history, post-toasties

 I don’t know how

This ends, but laughter

Might help

The unknowing


Just because

We are outraged

Doesn’t mean

Trump isn’t Christ


The adulation

The complete control

The unanswered question

“What is truth?”


Trump is Christ

An unredeemed Christ

Who never left hell

Who doesnt care

en regardant maintenant, bien sûr

 The last thing I saw

Before I died

Was what I am

Looking at now

Friday, October 24, 2025

oublier ce que tu fais

 Will you?

     Yes


Thank you!

     You’re welcome.


I won’t forget this.

     Yes you will.


That’s funny, who are you?

     I knew you’d forget.


I can’t remember my name.

     And my name?


I have no idea.

     Welcome to earth!

amicitiam

From Invocation, Ishavasya Upanishad:
तदेजति तन्नैजति तद्दूरे तद्वन्तिके ।
तदन्तरस्य सर्वस्य तदु सर्वस्यास्य बाह्यतः ॥ ५ ॥
tadejati tannaijati taddūre tadvantike |
tadantarasya sarvasya tadu sarvasyāsya bāhyataḥ || 5 ||
5. It moves, it is motionless. It is distant, it is near. It is within all, it is without all this.

यस्तु सर्वाणि भूतान्यात्मन्येवानुपश्यति ।
सर्वभूतेषु चात्मानं ततो न विजुगुप्सते ॥ ६ ॥
yastu sarvāṇi bhūtānyātmanyevānupaśyati |
sarvabhūteṣu cātmānaṃ tato na vijugupsate || 6 ||
6. Who sees everything in his Atman and his Atman in everything, by that he feels no revulsion.

The external world is not the cause or source of human misery.

It is the failure to understand, incorporate, and act holistically on the inseparate whole, undivided unity, and absolute intimacy of the spiritual/material world as if we were embodied λογοσ (logos: energy, mind, expression) of divine essence/existence in the space/time of NOW.

(The "no revulsion” part, I suspect, is the absence of opinion/judgment when encountering what is taking place in your surround.)

Does this have resonance with the notion that whatever happens is within the awareness and allowance of God? (Not that God wills evil be done; more like God understands that the option for evil is within human deliberation and choice.)

In prison today one of the men wrote this, a favorite quote, on the white board: 

nemo nisi per amicitiam cognoscitur → No one is known except through friendship (Augustine, De Diversis Questionibus 83.71.5); or, no-one learns except by friendship; or, it is only by attraction that one is disposed to learn anything. 

cf. https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/horizons/article/abs/fellowship-the-literary-lives-of-the-inklings-j-r-r-tolkien-c-s-lewis-owen-barfield-charles-williams-by-philip-zaleski-and-carol-zaleski-new-york-farrar-straus-and-giroux-2015-644-pages-3500/F5AB17F5541BD374AC329DDED3ABD095

He tutors math to fellow inmates. His dropping in to our room and the long conversation that ensued was, as with everything, an unexpected delight. The quote has been a longtime companion to him.

 We spoke of logotherapy, and Viktor Frankl, someone he admires:

Logotherapy is based on an existential analysis[6] focusing on Kierkegaard's will to meaning as opposed to Adler's Nietzschean doctrine of will to power or Freud's will to pleasure. Rather than power or pleasure, logotherapy is founded upon the belief that striving to find meaning in life is the primary, most powerful motivating and driving force in humans.[2] A short introduction to this system is given in Frankl's most famous book, Man's Search for Meaning (1946), in which he outlines how his theories helped him to survive his Holocaust experience and how that experience further developed and reinforced his theories. (--wikipedia)

There is a punishment in prison that is experienced by many individuals there. It has to do with the longing for meaning (a deep version of amicitiam) that inhabits the psyche and core of each individual, but which is unattended to, no program touches it. It is the felt absence of meaningful meaning. It arrives with the first sip of coffee at 5:45am, another day in his life sentence, and asks “What now?”

Friendship need not be dualistic. It can be monistic. (That can read ‘monastic’ with little effort.)

If there is one meaningful reality available to whomever shares existence within that reality, it is the energy of λογοσ unceasingly creating, sustaining, transforming life-itself as it is being lived moment to moment.

We decided, without words, that we would look there.

cavafy’s voices

Doris sends Cavafy. We bring him to prison:

 Voices

Ideal and beloved voices
of those who are dead, or of those
who are lost to us like the dead.

Sometimes they speak to us in our dreams;
sometimes in thought the mind hears them.

And with their sound for a moment return
other sounds from the first poetry of our life —
like distant music that dies off in the night.

 

(Cavafy was born and died on April 29, 1863-1933)



[Greek original:]

Φωνές
Ιδανικές φωνές κι αγαπημένες
εκείνων που πέθαναν, ή εκείνων που είναι
για μας χαμένοι σαν τους πεθαμένους.

Κάποτε μες στα όνειρα μας ομιλούνε·
κάποτε μες στην σκέψι τες ακούει το μυαλό.

Και με τον ήχο των για μια στιγμή επιστρέφουν
ήχοι από την πρώτη ποίησι της ζωής μας --
σα μουσική, την νύχτα, μακρυνή, που σβύνει.

Thursday, October 23, 2025

where to

 Reading Thomas’s Aquinas on causes.

“A rock falls down because its goal is the center of the earth.”

Never thought about it like that. 

essere-con oltre l'appartenenza, nessun trattino

 Monks and nuns call on

God in middle of night, chant

Into darkness, here


What are they doing 

We know that God is Beyond —

Their longing to Bewith


That’s it, isn’t it —

The longing to Bewith God

Beyond Belonging

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

nearing midnight

 I cannot think

Of anything


Not god

Not zen


Energy

Depletes


Surely the dead

Are dead and gone


No telling where

Until when

when it's your neck on the block, head in sand

Lalla Ded was a Kashmiri mystic who lived in the 14th century.


Poets, at times, have insight into what is taking place seven centuries later.


She wrote


   Now sir, make sure you've corralled your ass.

   Or he'll champ his way

   through your neighbors' saffron gardens.

   No one's going to stand proxy

   when it's your neck on the block. 

 

    (--Lalla Ded) 


We have an uncorralled ass champing his way through the peoples’ house and the peoples’ constitution while his minions unbutton their collars and ready their necks for (surely) a nearing falling blade.


I’m sure there will be an abundance of thoughts and prayers as their headless torsos find their way to unsurprising uncourageous ground. 

I would not have thought such reckless partisanship and mindless ambition would ever have exposed itself in such an interesting and enlightened time such as our current century.

There’s no explaining the combination of ruthless greed and uninsightful glee.

Of course, when you pride yourself on being ignorant and unawake, these’s not much wiggle room out of the quicksand of sucking breathless asphyxiation.

(o vromerós), phew, are you getting that whiff

 tear down the East Wing

of our White House, let it go

it is not needed --


we have our ο βρωμερός 

the one who makes red roses

smell like corruption

and a barrel and a heap

 Tell me

If

You love me


(“If” responds)


I love

You

A bushel and a peck


(There is

So much

To be grateful)


For

dominant minority, archeological mis-memory

At 4:20AM

Without knowing

It occurred to me

It was 4:20AM

And it was 

I awarded myself

A certificate of

Achievement

Thanked the  stars

And my family

Then proceeded

To tell you this

It is no longer

4:20AM, I have

Grown older with

This realization, and

The parchment already

Folds and crumples

With time not caring

My short window of

Astonishment cracks

Ancient papyrus, a

Forgotten civilization

Gone to slumber under

Wind-sculpted sands

Even Toynbee scholars

Are unable 

To chronicle 

In revised editions of

A Study of History

Forty-five hundred years

Into dusty dusky 

Speculation whether

We, yes we, ever existed

practice makes one’s way through

 Of course I practice

But memory is failing —

I must have practiced


Let me think of it

I walked, breathing, at snow bowl,

Read poetry, yes


I practiced, with Hirshfield, with

Lalla Ded, Robert Creeley

With meetingbrook friends


Between Buddhism

And Christianity is 

Mere conversation

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

no koan, no face, no recognition

 Show me your face…

     Stop it


Show me your original face…

     Stop it, stop it now


Before your parents were born…

     Just stop, right now


What’s wrong? I’m just asking…

     No you’re not, you’re antagonizing

. . .

I have no face

I am mere mask

What you see

You have put there

…

I’m sorry for asking

I won’t again

Zen is disappearing

Like your face, 


The one seen

Not recognized 

Seen,

Through and through

who woulda thunk; a real red, white, and blue

 some conclude the mess

this government is causing

can only end by


a military 

takeover, a faithful corps

true to  their sworn oath --


the constitution --

funny, isn't it, our best 

American hope


for democracy

resides in replacing chumps

with authentic grunts


...   ...   ...


cf. a look at where the power lies: and those with whom most truth dies 

https://robertreich.substack.com/p/the-power-map-of-the-trump-regime?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=2xguy9&triedRedirect=true

note: neither Reich nor this poster advocate what these four haiku quatrains seem to mull.

Poetry is a useless meditation. There’s nothing verse than a poet before coffee. 

μνημοσύνη; ηλιθιότητα

 To find

God, get

Lost


Right here

There is

No future —


Residing

Within the

Unrecognisable 


μνημοσύνη; ηλιθιότητα

(Stupidity of

Memory)

...   ...   ...

Monday, October 20, 2025

an antidote uneven

 I don’t know a saint

I suspect they are rare, an

Antidote, oddly

we whisper

Finish reading Bernardo Kastrup. 

  • Kastrup, Bernardo (2019). The Idea of the World: A Multi-Disciplinary Argument for the Mental Nature of Reality. Winchester, UK: Iff Books. ISBN 9781785357398.[29]
At end he cites Wilbur poem:

 Epistemology  

by Richard Wilbur
 I.
Kick at the rock, Sam Johnson, break your bones: 
But cloudy, cloudy is the stuff of stones.

II.
We milk the cow of the world, and as we do
We whisper in her ear, 'You are not true.’

The backstory:

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 13, 2024

'Cloudy, Cloudy Is the Stuff of Stones'

The best-known and still unchallenged refutation of the Irish Anglican Bishop George Berkeley’s theory of subjective idealism – he called it “immaterialism” -- is recounted by James Boswell on August 6, 1763: 

“After we came out of the church, we stood talking for some time together of Bishop Berkeley's ingenious sophistry to prove the non-existence of matter, and that every thing in the universe is merely ideal. I observed, that though we are satisfied his doctrine is not true, it is impossible to refute it. I never shall forget the alacrity with which Johnson answered, striking his foot with mighty force against a large stone, till he rebounded from it, ‘I refute it thus.’” 

 Idealism? Materialism?

Leave philosophy to poetry, and the fulsome void to conversation, as in prison this morning, editing “nel vuoto”.


seeing a world not outside mind

 Ah, rain, good, at last

Dry earth opens to water

This drop, this drop, this

nel vuoto

4. To present an image. We are not a school of painters, but we believe that poetry should render particulars exactly and not deal in vague generalities, however magnificent and sonorous. It is for this reason that we oppose the cosmic poet, who seems to us to shirk the real difficulties of his art.  (From the imaginism manifesto, possibly Ezra Pound)

1. 

In the void nothing

happens that you can explain —

Don’t try, stay alert


2.

Go about morning

As if each conversation

Began existence 


3.

You do not arrive

Until one unknown thought lights

Cosmic birth canal

Sunday, October 19, 2025

lighting her way

 Twenty six years pass

Since sister’s death tonight, in

Cabin, guiding flame


free speech and the price of bullets

 we now put bullet-

proof protection between crowd

and speaker -- afraid

nimium, yes, 過度に (kado ni)

 There is too much to

Say — if you love me, too much

Is already said

paws sign language

 Cat walks on me

Knocks pens from table

Wants her breakfast

jesus drives by

Stillness of this room
Empty water bottles on
Desk, night table, floor —

My body becomes
Sluice between ground well and yard
Saving drought water —

Night animals hide
In stillness, overhead sky
Long, long, long distance —

We are unconscious
Our stupidity is red
No stop, crash and burn

Once, I’d say — Sunday 
Church — listen to preacher's words,
Now, silent, stay in room

Saturday, October 18, 2025

wanting, an answer

 Wanting, wanting more

Is suffering, great suffering

Until not wanting arises

Causing suffering, great suffering


There is only response

Responding to what is there

Not wanting, not not wanting

Merely fact responsibly responded to

high coup invitation

 Thank you, president

Trump, for bringing together

So many of us


We would like you to

Realize what a loving

Way of being is


You can change, you can

Shake off the cobwebs, take off

The dark mask, be free

no, none

 pas de rois

sin reyes

keine Könige

nessun re

קיין קעניגן

لا ملك

Không có vua

Geen koning

न राजा

No kings!

can you hear us major tom

 Andromeda Galaxy 

is very far away

I’ll probably not get to visit it

What with 2.5.million years

@300,000 miles per second

 speed of light travel time.

Long time.

Earth is a small place

America is very small

And trump is a minuscule

Menace

So, yeah, pray for his

Fleet disappearance

He is a flickering image

On an already disappearing

Stretch of empty  enormous

Space — an annoyance of 

Arrogance nobody thinks

Is worth anything

As we slowly turn around

The sun 

The Triangulum galaxy 

(M33) –@ 2,592,000 light

Years from us,

Cannot detect his smallness

Nor mine nor yours —

So many light years

From, this coffee cup

And his buffoonery

And Shohei Ohtani’s

Actually significant

Abilities in baseball

(The only real sphere

Worth our attention

This October —)

As for the paper mache

Pseudo-royalty currently

Pontificating from his

Guilted cage in Washington —

Long life to him, and may

He drift off into dark space

Away from us, 

Soon

Gone

mieux que maintenant

 Yes there’s

No reason to

Think all is

Lost


The presidency

Will return to

Something better

Than now

Friday, October 17, 2025

pardonne-moi, je ne sais pas ce que je fais

 I do not want to

be shot in the head by ICE

while praying for them

douter, c'est tenir un rocher dans sa main

 then, what happens to

innocence when we impose

doubting opinion


refashioning light

into dark judgment casting

shadow over mind


that newly opened

front door to wide fresh blue sky

all children run to

this changes the conversation

 In prison today, 

the question -- are children the

face of nascent God  

pas de rois, ni aujourd'hui, ni demain, ni hier

 all our trails, Lord, soon

will be over -- no one can 

tap-dance on hot coals

Thursday, October 16, 2025

salvage

Thank you Mr Trump for your attempting to serve as president.

It didn’t work very well.

All your ill-gotten wealth as president can legitimately be given away to the needy.

literary criticism

In most works of literature, including political thrillers, when someone approaches and exceeds the edge of propriety and rational tolerance, there is a denouement, a final resolution of the preceding and proceedings of the story.

Such will come for Trump and his padding sorry associates.

The fall will be grand, and the correction will be notable.

The foolish aggrandizement of 33% of a fragile structure of constitutional power and shared leadership will buckle and crash.

Let those who wish to and can rebuild now prepare the reconstruction of our country’s foundation. 

horarium quotidian, inseparate, loving-kindly

 It occurs

My whole life

Is one of

Exclaustration

Into larger

Less defined

Monastery of

Diurnal vastness

Tree, soil, cloud

An expanse, of

Horarium Liturgia

Terrestrial 

Out from inner

Becoming the

Center inner of

The outer —

Now dwelling 

The center inner

Of non-

circumferential 

Outer;

The story goes

Jesus became sin

Without sinning

To end from within

Which could not be —

To exclaustrate grace

From inner ignorance 

Out into exposed

Integrity 

Where sin is no more

No less, but 

subspecies aeternitatis


(From the perspective of 


The eternal)


Now


And


Now


(The unveiling of grace)


With no obstruction,


No limitation, no fooling

Wednesday, October 15, 2025

no ninnies

 Teresa of Avila

You go girl

Show them their folly

rose, are we

 I finger beads

Trusting they remember why

Even as I no longer can

sometimes, dread

 Only stories, non-

Fiction, stranger than fiction,

These times, these broken

a prescription

 I must decrease;

Love must increase —

Come back in six months;

Keep (not me, but) love informed.

han perdido

 It’s nice ro know somewhere in the world one leader sees things as they are. 

Someone in the crowd: “Go Cubs!”

Pope Leo XIV: “Han perdido! They lost!”

 Who knows? 

Maybe we’ll soon hear that phrase echoing about the currently domineering political militaristic people in charge of the country in the near future.

Thanks Papa Leo!

Worth praying for decency, compassion, and kindness to return.

buoy tender, auspicious

Sandokai Edelweiss 

Final 2025 sail 

Journey’s End

Passing Abbie Burgess 

Abaft itself returning



...   ...   ...

(From Hermitage Update 2024)

Meetingbrook Healing Respite Sails 


Since my own completion of chemo in 2017, I was able to fundraise for and purchase a beamy and stable 35’ Island Packet in Sept of 2019. With the help of volunteers and paying the cost of boat yard experts we have maintained this sailing vessel.  I have successfully been able to take out passengers on sails for 5 years now, gratefully recognizing the benefit in providing these healing respite sails to those whose vulnerability and health are front and center.

The goal is to raise funds yearly to provide the maintenance and repairs needed for this sailboat, Sandokai Edelweiss, a 1989 35’ IP. This boat provides sailing opportunities for individuals so that healing, quiet reflection, and respite might take place.

People who have come aboard and are included in this invitation are:
-- people with cancer, their caregivers, support groups and families;
-- those in hospice, their caregivers and families;
-- nurses, cna's, volunteers -- those involved in caring service;

-- formerly incarcerated seeking healing, restoration and reentry into community;
-- collaborate with recovery groups and veterans to participate in a community of caring attention for           healing fellowship;

-- in addition, those interested in contemplative sails and stretches of silence.

 

Meetingbrook Hermitage, boat and barn, is a place of conversation, meditation, quiet, hospitality, and service. I have taken people aboard my prior 26' sailboat for over 20 years to provide, without cost, times of peace and beauty. And now for 5 years have been able to expand this on a larger, sturdier and passenger comfortable vessel better suited for this mission.

Come visit for a sail.The boat is moored in Rockport Harbor, Midcoast Maine.  As with all our events, every use of the boat would be free, open, and informal. You are welcome.

It would be lovely if you would join me in making a difference.  I'm raising money to assist Meetingbrook Hermitage in this endeavor. Any donation would make an impact. Thanks in advance for your contribution to this practice and service that means so much to me and those benefitting. This will complement Meetingbrook’s ongoing volunteer conversations in both maximum and minimum security Maine prisons, as well as our soul-friend conversations with members of the greater community several times a week exploring spiritual and thoughtful topics.

 

We are a recognized Federal 501c3 non-profit charitable organization which is also recognized by the State of Maine. We are designated as a Schola Gratiae et Contemplatio (A School of Gratefulness and Contemplation), and a religious house of prayer (meditation).

All donations are tax-deductible.  

 

Thank you very much for your support,

 

Saskia Huising and crew.


va dormir ma petite chérie

It’s getting late

It’s tomorrow already

No need to pray

God already is asleep

Tuesday, October 14, 2025

retro-awareness

 It becomes 

more and more

obvious


something taught

in Ancient Greece

ancient China


ancient Palestine

ancient India

ancient consciousness


It is this

and this is love

and this is what is


true

whole

at heart, good


where the future

creates

the present

Monday, October 13, 2025

dans les moments difficiles, qui nous guide?

 Should we be afraid? 

Do masked and armed and camouflaged folks pouncing on people, throwing them to ground, kneeling on them, dragging them away, disappearing them, pose a threat, eventually, to every person in the country?

Are we uncertain as to whether these current tactics should be opposed and interrupted as unbefitting and dangerous?

These “guardians” are closing in on our towns and streets.

Who will protect us from these guardians?

Can anybody be accused of anything, no matter how falsely, and be forced to spend a fortune defending themselves from malicious prosecution?

Who can we trust?

Can the majority in a so-called democracy do whatever they want to the minority?

These are difficult questions for a difficult time.

And here we are.

Living in a difficult time.

Whence guidance?

If God, who will awaken God?

today, a litany

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving!

Indigenous People’s Day.

Return of prisoners day in Middle East.

Columbus Day.

Good conversation in prison day.

Breeze through leaves remaining on trees day.

And, finally, may your celebrations and your wishes find healthy expression!

Amen, and

Thanks be to the God we long for, to the equanimity we so desire!

Sunday, October 12, 2025

think of it, this way

The god

I faith

Is

Vulnerable


Needs 

To be

Saved

And loved


Like

Homeless

Mendicant 

A worthiness

8 bells

 I don’t expect to

Remember my final breath —

Will you? No . . . one, will

don’t ask why

 I don’t

Have to 

do this —

Still,

I do

gobbling up history together

 It’s Canadian

Thanksgiving weekend —Chris and

First Nation sit, eat

3:23

Even la-de-dah 

Does it, everyone knew her

Annie Hall film riff